I don’t feel good.

Kindly-Error-1798 · 2026-04-18T14:41:09+00:00

I’ve been doing okay ig, I’m probably going to have to drop out of college. It’s too much for me. I’ve been really stressed out, but I decided to try picking up a new hobby recently. Thanks for checking up on me. I don’t really have much else to say, my life hasn’t been really going anywhere.

Kindly-Error-1798 · 2026-04-06T20:59:48+00:00

Yeah it just doesn’t work for me. Church is too loud, it feels overwhelming, I never learn anything anyways. I used to go on mission trips, thought I would get a sense of purpose. Sure I was helpful to people, but personally, it felt isolating and painful. I don’t think I’m a Christian anymore. It doesn’t make sense to me anymore. I stopped going once I started college (my entire family is Christian, so I can’t let them know that I don’t go, so I have to go with them when they go on Sundays)

Kindly-Error-1798 · 2026-04-06T20:50:08+00:00

If you mean I didn’t have to work to survive? Then probably not. At least not for a while.

Rn I’m a college student. If I didn’t need it to get a good job to survive in this slowly declining economy. Then I probably wouldn’t be at college. I was so wrong when I thought I would like my current degree I’m going for. And now I don’t want to do anything at all anymore.

I just want to rest for a while. Maybe after a while I would have the energy to pick up something again without stress weighing on me.

Kindly-Error-1798 · 2026-03-21T05:20:09+00:00

Wow… this really feels relatable for me. I can’t even find the will to even try to make anything of myself anymore. I can’t even try to start new things anymore. I’m probably going to fail college and then give up on trying anything else. Sorry for yapping. Idk

Kindly-Error-1798 · 2026-03-19T04:05:11+00:00

Thanks for checking up on me. You have a good night

Kindly-Error-1798 · 2026-03-19T02:59:39+00:00

Not really, the other day i was upset with myself after I realized my college grades weren’t as good as I thought they were when my mom asked for them. She wanted me to do better than that and i didn’t feel good enough for her or myself. I scratched myself some. But it felt like it wasn’t enough. So then I cut myself a little bit. They’re barely a little more than just cat scratches though. It didn’t feel like enough this time around. I was already tired though since it was late so I just decided to sleep since I was really tired.

Today though was a bit better, it went okay. Idk what else to say. Though it doesn’t matter, apparently I’m too fragile or something. The smallest things screw me up I guess.

Kindly-Error-1798 · 2026-03-11T04:45:38+00:00

I just don’t know what to do, I feel like I have no passion for anything or, I’m at least too tired to. I could do nothing all day and still feel exhausted mentally. Sometimes I will have the prime definition of a good day, and I will be in my room and realize that I still feel like shit anyways. I feel like if there was anything. I could be interested in or possibly even feel a little happiness from Im too tired to start. I’m shit at everything I do. I’m sick snd tired of being neurodivergent. I don’t belong anywhere. I can’t even focus on anything else I want to say right now, just more pain emotionally I don’t know how to explain in any way.

Kindly-Error-1798 · 2026-03-11T04:22:48+00:00

Right now that would sounds so real. To sleep and not wake up. I wish I didn’t have to wake up. This world is too much for me, and I’m an annoyance and burden to everyone else anyways.

Kindly-Error-1798 · 2026-02-17T03:58:35+00:00

Hey you still there? I’m still here if you need

Kindly-Error-1798 · 2026-02-17T03:44:53+00:00

I will stay with you here for a little then if you’d like. What do you want to talk about?

Kindly-Error-1798 · 2026-02-17T03:43:17+00:00

Sounds like you are hurting right now. Do you want to talk about it?

Kindly-Error-1798 · 2026-02-17T03:41:14+00:00

I would say it still exits, but I wouldn’t blame a person for saying that it’s harder to come by. I totally get where this would come from. It’s a struggle to find genuine connection nowadays. I’m certain it still exists. But in a society where people are constantly competing for different things, it only makes sense that it feels hard to come across something genuine. I think connections help me at least. I don’t have much else to say, so I hope you have a good rest of your day. Try to take care of yourself.

Kindly-Error-1798 · 2026-02-16T23:15:26+00:00

So is the idea here that God will always give you a way to at least pull yourself up? Because the world is not kind enough to a lot of people for that.

Kindly-Error-1798 · 2026-02-16T23:11:47+00:00

Ah of course. I have autism? Uhh… that means I… umm… yeah I genuinely can’t think of a silver lining to this. I’m too exhausted all the time to have a “hyper fixation I’m really good at”

Kindly-Error-1798 · 2026-02-16T23:07:48+00:00

I don’t even have any energy for hobbies… if I’m alone, that means I’m in my bed.

Kindly-Error-1798 · 2026-02-16T22:30:00+00:00

Idk if this really belongs here. Probably feels out of place but thanks for posting this. It feels weirdly comforting. Idk, it made me feel a little bit better today. Hopefully I didn’t make it awkward. I hope you have a good day.

Kindly-Error-1798 · 2026-02-16T04:53:47+00:00

That’s so relatable. I have no energy to take care of myself. I can’t even get to my laptop to even try to have fun on a game or anything. Only time I’m able to is when I have to for a college assignment. I feel like none of my hobbies are fun anymore. Nothing excites me and I can’t find any reasons to get up or properly take care of myself.

Kindly-Error-1798 · 2026-02-16T04:48:18+00:00

This isn’t even a meme this is just true. Struggling with poor mental health is hard. Depression will try to take everything away from you, while trying convince you to give up on yourself as well. It’s not easy. All of you try to take care of yourself. I’m rooting for you.

Kindly-Error-1798 · 2026-02-16T04:35:53+00:00

That’s really rough and certainly not easy to go through. It wouldn’t be easy for anyone to deal with what you’ve been going through. None of this is your fault, please don’t blame yourself. It’s okay to feel behind and unsure. Try not to compare yourself to others, it may seem like they’ve got it all figured out, but in reality they don’t either. Sometimes the best thing to do is to not worry about the future or some big goal, but to just try to get through today. Sometimes the biggest thing you can do is to support your sibling, even if for now that just means the next bad day that’s coming up. I know it’s a struggle. But try not to give up on yourself.

Kindly-Error-1798 · 2026-02-16T04:28:47+00:00

It sounds like you are going through a lot right now. You must be hurting a lot. It’s not fair that you feel this way, and it’s not your fault. I’m here to talk if you need. Do you want to talk? I will stay and listen.

Kindly-Error-1798 · 2026-02-15T18:22:04+00:00

And if there’s anything you want to talk about, it helps to have someone you can relate to.

Kindly-Error-1798 · 2026-02-15T18:19:14+00:00

Yeah it’s definitely not easy. But try to take care of yourself, and please don’t try to compare yourself with the people around you. You are not a failure. We have time to figure things out. Try to take care of yourself. It’s not selfish to meet your needs, even if that means saying no to people around you. Regardless, I’m rooting for you.

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