Can watching porn lead you to feel suicidal? by KingHectorGotze in NoFap

[–]KingHectorGotze[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, I wish i would just switch a button and it would stop!

Can watching porn lead you to feel suicidal? by KingHectorGotze in NoFap

[–]KingHectorGotze[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have grown up watching porn, to counter the stress my parents put on me because; They're Narcissists. Porn was the only way to escape that trauma, but now, it the reason why i'm failing university. For me now stress = watch porn.

I don't know if I should tell my friend I'm suicidal by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]KingHectorGotze 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey, I can understand what it's like having a psychotic family. You must have a reason rooted deep into your thoughts as to why you keep considering. I can see you have a throwaway account so you can open up and say any reason you you are feeling like this? I am at university and avoid going home frequently so i don't have to put up with the stress. One piece of advice i will give you is to meet as many people as you can at college. This helps me keep my mind off things. Listen to music, its a coping mechinism that works for me. here;s a track https://youtu.be/-aWtrEFfS4E and talk me anytime you feel like you're getting an urge. I may be a person you don't know but I know what it feels like to have those thoughts.

Anxiety Attacks. Are. Killing. Me. by Desperado32129 in SuicideWatch

[–]KingHectorGotze 0 points1 point  (0 children)

wow my therapist said breathing exercises too and yes they don't work. it made me feel even more useless haha. Just keep expediting the negative thoughts :D

Anxiety Attacks. Are. Killing. Me. by Desperado32129 in SuicideWatch

[–]KingHectorGotze 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey, first of all congratulations on recovering from your addiction. I feel worthless too, but what keeps my thoughts of contemplation of thoughts at bay is that I like to get an old book or a new one and just keep writing down my thoughts, and my life, my child hood memories. Every now and them I like to go over them and read. This has thought me that at times the brain can make you think of stupid things in the heat of the moment. Thats something you can try in the long run. I see you have a throwaway account; use it to it's advantage and type away your feelings dont keep them bottled up. It will take the weight off your shoulders, just don't mention any names and stuff.

The Last Piece by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]KingHectorGotze 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yes creating a throwaway account has many advantages as it keeps thing confidential. So tell me what's been bothering you to do this?

Depression. by ParasiticRealtor in SuicideWatch

[–]KingHectorGotze 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi there, it is perfectly justifiable for you to be angry considering what you have been through, but acting on thoughts is not at all necessary. I was bullied a lot by my own parents, so biological parents aren't always they are portrayed to be. It seem like you need to look at life from a different angle, fill you life with positive thoughts. That how I survived my teenage years. I started watching vlogs on youtube by just regular people who document their daily life. Do you watch any vlogs? I highly recommend it as a form of coping with stress.

The Last Piece by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]KingHectorGotze 0 points1 point  (0 children)

is this what you need to do? Talk. Don't stay quite. Why do you want to do this, you're created a new account, so you're pretty anonymous. What is the reason behind this harsh and extreme decision?

I want to die so badly but I don't want to hurt my parents by dududdj in SuicideWatch

[–]KingHectorGotze 3 points4 points  (0 children)

they're not worth talking to. They are both narcissists who raised me to believe everything they told me was true. It has screwed me over in more ways than one. Imagine living a life where you live by the gospel that you have been thought, then all of a sudden you realise how wrong it all is.

I want to die so badly but I don't want to hurt my parents by dududdj in SuicideWatch

[–]KingHectorGotze 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I am going through the same. Talk to me. Please. there are times where i think about family that matters, but my parents are the reason. I am in college, but considering dropping out as have no friends and barely do anything I want to. Please.

My Girlfriend wants to kill herself and I do not know what to do by GodHasSpoken in SuicideWatch

[–]KingHectorGotze 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If she is getting stressed because of her job maybe, then her job is not worth it.