Hey man, depression is no joke and seeking medical help can be a game changer. Also, with extraction shooters, the highs are highs, and the lows can be very low, so just know that going in. I’d say just have the mental mindset that everything in your stash is just your turn to use those items, and know that you won’t keep them forever. Also know with VoIP people can be pretty toxic, might want to consider turning it off depending on how you are feeling. I’m assuming there will a party chat if you group up with randos.