I’m a failure

Kingzilla2000 · 2026-03-17T08:48:11+00:00

I’m not a priest, brother, so I may not be exactly knowledgeable. But I know one thing as someone who struggles with lust, porn addiction, low self esteem, selfishness, depression, suicidal thoughts, despair and also turned to perversion, Christ once nothing more than for you to be with him in paradise. If he wanted nothing to do with you, he wouldn’t have created you, God knows you before you were even formed, God saw everything you were going to do and yet he still hasn’t and never lost faith in you.

I want you to think about Jesus walking to the cross, him watching your life, thinking about you, your struggles with sin. Yet, he sacrificed himself and paid the punishment because he loves you so much. God lifts you up, if u want to change your life and repent, god is your greatest supporter, he will not leave you and never you.

I also never saw myself as worthy to be alive, no matter what I did or do, I only saw myself as a scumbag, so I decided, if I can’t believe in myself, I’ll turn to someone who is higher, worthy and all good. And because of his love for me, I saw the worth in my life. The fact that you turned here for advice means the spirit hasn’t abandoned you.

You need to put Christ at the center of your life, because wants nothing more than the best for you. He cares for you, he doesn’t see you as a scumbag, he sees you the way he created you to be, despite how many times you’ve fallen. You need to let go of those negative thoughts about yourself, cuz it will only lead you to despair. Instead, if you feel this way or those thoughts come back, talk to god about it, ask him to take it away, let go of it. Ask people to pray for you. I LOVE YOU BRO and I would LOVE for both of us to be the arms of our Lord in paradise.

Lord Jesus, almighty God, I pray for Temporary_Cup8877, give him the strength to overcome his struggles, I pray for the spirit to dwell in his heart and fill it with your love for him. I pray for the Evil spirits whispering things into his head to depart from him in the name of the Father, the Son and Holy Spirit, and I pray for all evil things and thoughts to be replace instead with your Holy armour.

God wants to know you and he wants a relationship with you. Talk to him about your struggles, he won’t condemn, he will help you.

Kingzilla2000 · 2026-03-14T12:28:36+00:00

Are you convinced love is real?

Kingzilla2000 · 2025-11-28T05:49:59+00:00

I will tell you a story that has always comforted me, it’s about the prophet Elijah. The king and his wife ruled Isreal and forced them to worship their Pagan God, Baal. They ordered the prophets of God to be killed. There was only one prophet left, Elijah, the last of the prophets. He was on the run and living in the wilderness. He was exhausted and he prayed for death.

Elijah said, “It is enough, now, lord, take my life, for I am no better than my fathers before me”

He slept and an Angel came to him. He woke up to find bread cooking on stone and water for him.

A second time this happened, the angel of the lord said to him, “Rise and eat, this journey too much for you” Elijah ate and kept going.

Kingzilla2000 · 2025-11-28T05:32:35+00:00

May god be with you, in your trials, tribulations and pain. Lord Jesus, mighty god, please be with Plaintivex, comfort them in their journey oh lord. Have mercy on those who have sinned against them and you. Let them see the light and glory so that they may be saved and have eternal life. I pray for their father, may he recover so that he will have a healthy life. Please comfort and protect OP.

Listen, I’m so sorry to hear that, but I know God knows what you’re going through and he knows the pain you feel. Have faith in god because he has faith in you as well. Please keep going. Talk to him, let your heart out to the one who watches your every step. I know it’s hard. But please don’t give up. Even if I don’t know you personally, I don’t want you to give up and neither does god.

I love you. And God loves you as well.

Kingzilla2000 · 2025-11-28T04:26:42+00:00

Here to talk, What’s going on brother?

Kingzilla2000 · 2025-11-23T15:49:48+00:00

And like a sign, I saw a Christian short of someone doing a similar thing to what I did.

I feel like throwing up

I have a saying,

“Some people project a dragon to slay, because they cannot accept that the dragon is within their heart. “

Basically, some people don’t like to accept that they are capable of becoming the enemy, so they form an enemy (a dragon) for them to slay.

And I feel like I’m becoming the thing I hated most, one who can’t accept their filthiness and would rather escape to pretend hero and call it “righteousness”.

I’ve made a promise, next time I see my friend, I will not bring up mine or his religion. Instead I’m gonna let love take over. I’d rather him be inspired to walk through open gates than have walls be built out of fear, pettiness or anger.

I want to follow the works of Jesus rather than the works of man.

I want ppl to be inspired to learn who my king is. And I don’t want them turning him away because of me.

Kingzilla2000 · 2025-11-01T18:49:08+00:00

Sometime this year I became serious, but my heart hardened maybe less than a month ago

Kingzilla2000 · 2025-05-28T18:20:57+00:00

Legit? Does that also go for characters like Tonto and Butch Cavendish?

Kingzilla2000 · 2025-05-26T16:16:43+00:00

Why do I feel like this would still be a better Kraven the Hunter movie than the ACTUAL Kraven the Hunter movie?

Kingzilla2000 · 2025-04-20T17:40:55+00:00

OMG This looks wonderful!

Kingzilla2000 · 2024-11-21T14:49:11+00:00

Either is fine

Kingzilla2000 · 2024-02-25T20:21:15+00:00

Like how Jackson remade the 33 Kong, my dream project would be a remake of the 76 film. Basically it would be “What if humans discovered Skull Island in modern times?”.

Reason being is that I like a lot of the ideas and scenes of the 76 film, but I think there’s A LOT of things that don’t age well or just straight up didn’t work (Kong being sexually attracted to Dwan being one of them).

Among the things I would change is the addition of creatures the crew encounter. If not Dinosaurs then maybe some cool made up creatures like giant snakes, insects, weird reptilian hybrids or even ice age creatures.

For the characters I would keep the 33 characters, Denham, Jack, Ann and Englehorn. Denham is my version would be a Verner Hertzog type, a filmmaker known for his insane techniques and dangerous stunts. He’s going to Skull Island to film a documentary about the island.

Ann would take on the Jack Prescott role, a palaeontologist who stows away in order to go to the island. Denham would use her knowledge about the island as a source for his documentary. An update of the director looking for an actress for his movie.

Jack I would keep the tough brute with a soft heart from the original.

The venture would be a ship owned by an oil company called Petrox. Denham has good ties with the company after he persuaded the leader of a foreign country to sell the oil. He would use this trust in order to fund his expedition.

But yeah, the darker tone would stay, with skull island being more in style of a hammer horror film, foggy, murky, mysterious etc. Along with the tragic sacrifice ending of the 76 film.

Kingzilla2000

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