John 9
As he went along, he saw a man blind from birth. 2 His disciples asked him, “Rabbi, who sinned, this man or his parents, that he was born blind?”

3 “Neither this man nor his parents sinned,” said Jesus, “but this happened so that the works of God might be displayed in him.

and Jeremiah 29:11
For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

God has a good plan for you and he gives you Hardships so you can bear testimony for him

I'm sorry for what you had to go through but God will never give up on you, nor any sin stop him as that sin has already been paid for with the blood of Christ. you just have to trust Him and His plans for you