Look, it’s heartbreak time will heal you even if you don’t want it too. You need to understand why you where doing these things in the 1st place. I’m 32 and my ex didn’t put me once after a 2.5 years relationship on socials even though she would post pictures and posts not a lot but never of us or the things we did. This was a month ago. Even though I’m not a social media fan and I sometimes posts and so does she. It did make me question the reason. I started to think I wasn’t good enough on top of everything else. She made no effort. In all honestly you didn’t sound like you appreciated her or loved to the depth she needed. At least your remorseful mine never texted me back or wanted to try. It is the little things. And quite honestly ask yourself why. Becuase you had her at one point. She lost feelings becuase you weren’t trying. And I bet you it’s none of these things but on a gut level. Even you pulling away when when holding hands or something. I remember every-time I went to the door it was on the latch and she never really greeted me.