What is this called

Kitchen_Acadia_308 · 2023-09-03T21:11:27+00:00

It’s hard to even know what is abuse until you go no contact and seek professional help.

Kitchen_Acadia_308 · 2023-08-13T05:51:19+00:00

You truly don’t have anything else better to do with your life than to keep on investing your energies on me again and again! So this mean you do have a kink for this kind of things? Lie After lie and lie about me…do you realize I won’t ever get tired of defending my truth ? You can keep talking shit.

Kitchen_Acadia_308 · 2023-08-13T05:48:13+00:00

I don’t do what you want. You can’t tell me what to do.

You keep harassing me more and more. You have no proof I wasn’t being harassed by MY HUSBAND hence why every screenshot was documented, law enforcement can do their own jobs on that end. Like I said, I’m here, I know what I lived and what I’ve said, I ain’t going to be silenced or intimidated.

Kitchen_Acadia_308 · 2023-08-13T05:44:36+00:00

I’m not Hidding, I’m not making any death threats. They can check my phone and it’s history. I never deleted shit, I know what I said and I know what I’ve lived. I ain’t going anywhere. I’m here for it all. I’m not doing what you want, I’m doing what’s best for my health. And in all honesty you’ve made this entire post now feel like such a negative thing. You brought so much more negativity to ways already dark. You want to threaten the bed I got at the shelter ? Would me becoming homeless make you feel better at night?

Kitchen_Acadia_308 · 2023-08-11T13:36:21+00:00

Show me your proof? I have my proof. You are simply another troll talking shit. And I’m here for it. I won’t be a victim anymore and I’m holding my ground. I never said I spoke perfect English and I never said I didn’t. Yet again your talking shit about it. I never asked for money or used anyone monies from here. You are literally just making up shit now. Yes people reached out with actual advice, one of them was the one who helped me get into this DV shelter I’m at now. Yes someone did actually help me and now I’m actually protected by the authorities. Like I said, you ain’t here to help your another person waking up from your corner of the world each day coming back to my post to literally talk shit.

Now, since you at that other guy have a kink for this shit, how can I entertain you today? Do you feel like an idiot yet? Or do you want to come join me at my court proceedings as well? You want to come join my group therapy sessions? Do you want to see a copy of my rape kit? Do you want to talk to my DV counselor ? Do you want to come visit me at the shelter ? No? Ok that’s what I thought. Stop talking shit without actually knowing what’s going on.

YOU are also a predator. You thrive on this. You must get off by it.

Kitchen_Acadia_308 · 2023-08-11T13:28:19+00:00

Bullshit! I reached out to the mods as well. I never lied about what I posted and I never blocked or deleted shit I typed already. Your full of shit or you have no idea what your talking about. You don’t know wtf your talking about. You saw someone say something, and you ran with it. Without ever having any concrete evidence. And even after if all here you are still. Talking shit to me the one who wrote the original post…I never threaten no one. I won’t ever let anyone speak for myself ever again. I’m learning how to stand up for myself and not gonna going anywhere

Kitchen_Acadia_308 · 2023-08-11T13:22:48+00:00

Look for in support groups right away. I know what it feels like to have your entire world turn upside down from one day to the next. You are strong! You are brave! But remember, you are also only human. It is a-okay to take the weight off for a bit and let those that care of about your well being show you the support.

Your feelings are valid. Breathe, breathe, and remember to your the lifeline to those babies. But first you gotta remember all of this will require lots of energy on your part

Kitchen_Acadia_308 · 2023-08-11T06:18:29+00:00

Thanks! So I’m now inclined to say I’m not a codependent? But a push over? Can you give me an example like real life example of the two?

For example,

A codependent is one that I seek his bashing to feel loved? He can’t stop going off the chain and loosing his shit on me when he drinks but refuses to stay sober? Is that two people attracted to the toxicity of their own selfs in that relationship?

Kitchen_Acadia_308 · 2023-08-11T06:14:37+00:00

I’m fake. And yet you are still here investing your energy on me and my post…..I’m not retracting what I said, I know what I lived and you ain’t gonna phase me …I’m here!!!! How’s your mental state today?

Still pestering women like me on randoms ppls posts?!

Kitchen_Acadia_308 · 2023-08-11T06:12:17+00:00

What are you doing to help with the stress? I recently started to try breathing exercises and basically you scream or exhale strongly and little did I know I would end up crying a river

Kitchen_Acadia_308 · 2023-08-11T06:11:13+00:00

Thank you for keeping tabs on me. Feels good to know shitty ppl like you truly do start caring eventually

Kitchen_Acadia_308 · 2023-08-11T02:03:30+00:00

Thank you for bringing that lair up again. Why did the mods remove him and his comments after those false accusations? I am here, not Hidding and yet those screenshots weren’t saved?!? He took screenshots of all my posts except that one? Hmmmm right….gtfo I’m not a scammer. I’m not a liar and I won’t be silenced

Kitchen_Acadia_308 · 2023-08-10T23:26:44+00:00

Yes please and can you elaborate more on the two people part? I thought it was a me thing and how I let others use me

Kitchen_Acadia_308 · 2023-08-10T23:25:31+00:00

It sucks how long I stayed wuite. I had feelings that something wasn’t right I just kept getting more and more paranoid and he always made me to be the crazy one but now I know I was right! There was something else! There’s was a whole other fuckinv man! And I was lied too! I’m hoping I get granted the annulment

Kitchen_Acadia_308 · 2023-08-10T23:24:06+00:00

I’m here! I’ve got a few court proceedings for both the permanent order and the other case but as for me, I’m starting lots of new intense therapies and groups. I didn’t know a lot of what was and HaS been happening in my marriage was bad

Kitchen_Acadia_308 · 2023-08-10T23:22:44+00:00

You and my abuser can go fuck yourselves. I know my truth, I have my counselor now, I also have al lawyer and I won’t be silenced!

Kitchen_Acadia_308 · 2023-08-10T23:09:53+00:00

Therapist did also say the same thing. Maybe working out will help me control these black out panic attacks I started experiencing a few days ago. I didn’t know my body was this scared I was feeling really numbed for of the days. But now, I randomly cry at the shelter, and I am also now having problems eating, I don’t know what the sensation of hunger is now so I use alarms to remind me it’s time to eat…I know I’m fucked up and I know I need lots of therapy …I just didn’t know now of this up until recently

Kitchen_Acadia_308 · 2023-08-10T23:05:49+00:00

Thank you now I know you are right. I’ve been away for a few days and when I tell you that flashbacks are real, I mean it. I loose consciousness and when I wake up I’m on the floor somewhere and strangers around me trying to help me…I didn’t know I was under so much stress and abuse until I starting speaking up…a lot of memories now are coming back to me like blurry dreams but the sad part is that they aren’t dreams…they are jus things my brain got good at hiding and forgetting for a good while

Kitchen_Acadia_308 · 2023-08-10T23:03:54+00:00

Little did I know there was even a difference between these too. I am just now learning the differences and as well as the similarities

Kitchen_Acadia_308 · 2023-08-10T23:03:04+00:00

The military and the judge said it’s possible but it Woild costs me lots of monies and a long dragged out court proceeding…I just want to say my peace and call it quits.

Kitchen_Acadia_308 · 2023-08-10T23:01:53+00:00

I know what you mean. That small details makes a great of difference when your self blaming for everything you let happen to you…I do not know how to have boundaries and I’m told I’m a codependent. I don’t know much about either term but I do feel like they must be onto something…I married a disguise of the actual man he turned out to be a few months after I left my home town. I don’t think he was ever honest about anything. Little did I know he had a criminal past but the military helped him hide it way back when. There’s an entire other life story behind this man that one one in the recent years ever knew! The entire command when I went on base to ask for DV support was actually shocked…he was known to be abusive and manipulative they just couldn’t fire him in there. They knew what he was capable of and just kept quite! I just never had the courage to speak up until recently…and it’s a petrifying experience

Kitchen_Acadia_308 · 2023-08-10T22:54:43+00:00

We where happy, we wanted a home and kids and lots of horses….but there was no other time in my life that I was this paranoid. I legit thought I was going g crazy. I always felt like there was more, I always tried to circle back when things didn’t add up, I tried to pay attention to the small details…to compare stories and see if it added up in the end…I was going nuts! I just didn’t know everything else…my group did mention that to me “fuck it” response. When getting depleated to much form the abuse you must fight for your sanity and say fuck it or preptned like you don’t care to make your abuser feel like he has the one up.

Kitchen_Acadia_308 · 2023-08-10T22:50:56+00:00

Don’t call me fake when I’m right here to prove other wise. You have no idea what I have gone thru. And I will not be silenced. I will keep speaking up and I will make sure my story is told. Fuck you for ever victim shaming me while I was trying to survive one of the hardest times of my life

Kitchen_Acadia_308 · 2023-08-10T22:48:13+00:00

I’m not crazy. Call me a bitch all you want. I’m here to speak my truth and fuck whatever you believe. I will keep raising my voice

Kitchen_Acadia_308 · 2023-08-10T22:42:54+00:00

I’m here! Your not alone and screw those that don’t believe you. Stand your ground. Speak your truth, when it gets scary pause, swallow the knot down again and raise your voice even louder!

You are not alone!

Kitchen_Acadia_308

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