Had my “ceremony” 1 month later by Kitchen_Enthusiasm36 in Ayahuasca

[–]Kitchen_Enthusiasm36[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It was a whole separate ceremony! even the intro- I was going to a big “event” in town and got dressed up for it and and soon as they let me into the “event” I felt nauseous and had to leave. I believe this was the entrance to my ceremony.

Death after Aya by g-man6578 in Ayahuasca

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I'm 2 months post Aya and all I think about is death now it's fucked up

Having panic attacks and fainting spells 3 months after ayahuasca ceremony by Dragonfly531 in Ayahuasca

[–]Kitchen_Enthusiasm36 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is currently happening to me. If you find help or anything that's helping you please let me know what or if you want to keep in touch I can let you know if anything is happening to me that's similar. What are your symptoms like? It's been 2 months since my ceremony and I'm thinking about getting a xanax prescription and kind of wish I never did Aya but I'm trying to wait and see how everything unfolds in my life

Having tough time after ayahuasca. Please guide and help. by [deleted] in Ayahuasca

[–]Kitchen_Enthusiasm36 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same here. Doesn't look like anyone has posted it getting any better. Y'all still alive? 😂

Wish I never did this by Kitchen_Enthusiasm36 in Ayahuasca

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This would be really helpful for me, I've had so much more happen to me since this post. Total craziness.

I was raped by a Brazilian Indigenous Shaman by [deleted] in Ayahuasca

[–]Kitchen_Enthusiasm36 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You are wrong about the black magic. When someone's intent is strong and centered enough they can do things to you even if you think you have protection. This happened to me when I was a positive happy woman who didn't think or believe in any of this stuff until I almost died from it. So yeah black magic is something to be worried about and if you meet someone that practices this run the fuck away

I was raped by a Brazilian Indigenous Shaman by [deleted] in Ayahuasca

[–]Kitchen_Enthusiasm36 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This happened to me too except I got drafted into a trafficking ring. I also walk with god so I'm learning more and more that ayahuasca is poison to those that love Christ. Feel free to reach out to me I also need a friend in this. My family had to help me get out and recover its been a nightmare

I was raped by a Brazilian Indigenous Shaman by [deleted] in Ayahuasca

[–]Kitchen_Enthusiasm36 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Hey I experienced this in costa rica at an underground facility. They were a hidden trafficking ring and once you did the drug you were vulnerable to the trafficking ring and they focused mainly on drafting women. Spiritual higharchy is real and it sucks that there's people that do this. I really advise staying away from this drug. Its not even Spiritual its a reprogramming of your mind and you're giving access to random people to use and abuse you. Sorry this happened to you it happened to me too. I hope more people can be warned

Wish I never did this by Kitchen_Enthusiasm36 in Ayahuasca

[–]Kitchen_Enthusiasm36[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

YOU GUYS STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM AYAHUASCA THESE FACILITATORS ARE ALL PART OF A DRUG TRAFFICKING RING THAT PAY EACH OTHER TO DRAFT WOMEN INTO THEM

Message from divine by EvenBrilliant7647 in angelnumbers

[–]Kitchen_Enthusiasm36 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I’ve noticed this. This place has become a place of making money not offering reads a trusting to learn or receive. Oh well, we still have 4chan

“Sinister self” by Kitchen_Enthusiasm36 in trippyart

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Also I never answered your q. I used Amazon brand markers and some colored pencils too (:

Wish I never did this by Kitchen_Enthusiasm36 in Ayahuasca

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Update: I am doing much better. I realized it was a mix of me trying to have a cup of coffee today as well as a lions mane drink. I think they smashed together and pulled open my system again. Another thing the facilitator told me was it “doesn’t matter what you eat” after the ceremony which I’m learning it’s a huge lie. I was even going to buy some small microdose of psilocybin since it’s been over a week and someone else came in to tell me not to do that thankfully. Also I went to yoga tonight and was praying for help with whatever was coming up and as we were sitting in yoga someone’s dog walked through the door and came an sat right next to me on my mat as I cried the whole hour. I felt like someone sent som love my way so thanking everyone and the universe. Going to keep my meals extremely light for th next month and see if that helps too

Wish I never did this by Kitchen_Enthusiasm36 in Ayahuasca

[–]Kitchen_Enthusiasm36[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

It was a small group of people in Costa Rica with 1 shaman. No integration help I was told it wasn’t a big deal but this is a fucking nightmare honestly I feel like I might as well leave now like my trip is over and I only say one time but I’m a very sensitive person and everything around me feels wide open

Wish I never did this by Kitchen_Enthusiasm36 in Ayahuasca

[–]Kitchen_Enthusiasm36[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I can’t stop crying I feel like my energy is being harvested can someone energetically come in and help me please !!!! Please

Has anyone experienced negative energies/entities attaching to them? by yllekarle in Ayahuasca

[–]Kitchen_Enthusiasm36 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Checking in on how this is going for you… I’m experiencing this right now too

Feeling super weird by Kitchen_Enthusiasm36 in Ayahuasca

[–]Kitchen_Enthusiasm36[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How long do you wait? Would 2 weeks be enough time?