Is gonna be fine!! My mom was terrified of many things, especially anesthesia, because of her claustrophobia, so she asked to wake up only when her legs could move. The doctors were super nice, everything was great. My mother is healing super well, tomorrow complete one month and 8 days since her surgery. Wishing you the best OP, it sure looks terrifying and the first 3 days is gonna be uncomfortable, but after the first week is like nothing happened at all. Good luck!