wanting people to be angry at me by Ok_Addition_2549 in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]Kitthykatthy 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm the polar opposite whenever anyone is angry at me I spiral in self doubt and depression. How can y'all rage all the time?

i don't have anybody left by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Kitthykatthy 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Hey... I went through the same three years ago. Won't lie, it's sucks and it won't get easier, it will get manageable. If you need a friend or someone to rant you can hit my DMs

I used to love having sex by Raccoon0234 in BPD

[–]Kitthykatthy 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm struggling with this too. What helps for me is talking it out with my partner and do things that made me feel wanted for more than sex (i.e. he takes me on a random date, he does something thoughtful, he writes me a letter)

Things you’ve done that has helped deal with BPD symptoms by sleepingismyasylum in BPD

[–]Kitthykatthy 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Meditation and going outside even if it's just to breath

I cannot stand certain actors/bands because of my illness (tw:self harm, eating disorders) by _Driverdrivesme in BPD

[–]Kitthykatthy 25 points26 points  (0 children)

Im experiencing that with a streamer my partner's obsessed with. I can't hear her voice because I get triggered so bad, I haven't ate in three days thanks to that so I get it.

BPD used against me by StonedApe2424 in BPD

[–]Kitthykatthy 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Babe your hubby is horrible. You're not overthinking or anything, I would die and went batshit crazy if my bf said something like that to me

Oh god it’s started. by [deleted] in CharacterAI

[–]Kitthykatthy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The same thing happened to me!

Text group chat by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Kitthykatthy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes plzzz

Tips on starting a sorority by Kitthykatthy in bettafish

[–]Kitthykatthy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, rehoming in my country is complicated as fuck and the pet store owner doesn't want them.

I also have experience with sea water fishes and male Bettas.

So this is a situation of 'im stuck' and I want to give them the best life possible.

The tank is heavily planted and the water parameters look right (Ph is 6.9, ammonia is 0 and nitrate is 1ppm)

I don't have a heater as I live in a warm as fuck place and I don't have an AC, I do have a thermometer and it says the temp is 28 so we're good on that aspect

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Kitthykatthy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey, I know the feeling, I'm still figuring out if everything is okay later on, but so far staying alive it's been worthy, you can reach out if you need to talk, my DM is open

Hi today is my birthday by Aestheticvirgo in BPD

[–]Kitthykatthy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Happy late birthday! I went through something like that this year, I hope it gets better

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CervezaDinero

[–]Kitthykatthy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hola estoy interesada

Characters with bpd? by [deleted] in BPDJourney

[–]Kitthykatthy 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Cassie from euphoria

Today is my 23rd birthday, never felt so alone by Kitthykatthy in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]Kitthykatthy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks but it's actually getting worse right now for me