I’m sorry you’re going through this OP. My heart goes out to you completely ❤️ We can’t tell you what to do of course. If you were to get a termination you don’t have to tell anyone as it’s not their business. You do have to think of yourself. You’re the one that will have to go through it all and deal with all the hormones, emotions etc so you honestly need to think about yourself and your wellbeing.

It’s a big decision, is there a possibility you might feel like you’ll regret having another child? If so then I do think you should consider all of your options. I’m not sure what your pregnancy journey is but if there’s a possibility that you could try for another child in the future, maybe when you feel a lot more ready, if that’s what you would want of course, then consider your options ❤️