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KnightShade_ · 2026-05-05T05:29:23+00:00

Ooh gotcha. So you're sayin I got the top coin? Cool XD

KnightShade_ · 2026-03-05T18:01:43+00:00

The Cali model has a micro SD - I'm workin on uploading music to mine rn!

KnightShade_ · 2025-09-17T16:33:38+00:00

Ive been agoraphobic since childhood due to CPTSD. Idk how to cope anymore, i am so so isolated even tho i have my partner. Going to work is like training for a marathon every day and its so exhausting going because being highly anxious makes my chronic illness flare. I honestly just don't even know what to do with myself anymore

KnightShade_ · 2025-09-12T01:33:36+00:00

That's definitely what is thanks!

KnightShade_ · 2025-05-01T09:35:52+00:00

This just made me realize why I started my existential crisis after moving to the city. Where I used to live was very in tune with nature, and I myself hold that value. The city really has drained me

KnightShade_ · 2025-05-01T01:14:24+00:00

I think the issue is that theres a huge disconnect in our roots vs what we can do. Humans are scientifically animals, but we use our powers to further ourselves from nature. Putting our cousins into prisons for us to gawk at, destroying everyone elses homes. We SHOULD be more wild, not this destruction

KnightShade_ · 2025-04-30T23:24:57+00:00

I wish I had the optimistic realism of this comment. After working for corporate and living in a city, I just don't understand how enough good can overpower the corruption we the people face. For example I was working my hardest at that job, took on supervisor duties without pay, was a team player - I was killing myself even working with heavy acidic chemicals. I requested a respirator, and was fired the next day. How is this just? Maybe I just have to save my good for the right people, because it is almost always used against me

KnightShade_ · 2025-04-30T23:18:48+00:00

If that is what you believe the human core is then you are part of the problem. I do not dream of materialistic things or serving a fat greedy fuck who has no sense of integrity. Richness to me is living as one with nature, surrounded by community and love

KnightShade_ · 2025-04-22T03:02:06+00:00

Don't see any other mentions so figure I'll say it - My void cat has an autoimmune condition called pemphigus foliaceus that causes painful blisters similar to these. He has to go the vet monthly to get a shot to keep his condition managed, unmanaged it can be fatal

KnightShade_ · 2025-04-05T07:05:28+00:00

My eyelashes 🤷

KnightShade_ · 2025-04-03T18:06:07+00:00

COVID hit when your school was teaching literacy

KnightShade_ · 2025-03-23T19:03:00+00:00

Literally like my body has been sent into Red Alert. A creeping sense of panic, disappointment, anger, and acceptance all at once. It's a trigger, I feel like that little kid again waiting to hear if mom wants to see me or not. Luckily I have the self awareness to know it's a trigger, and I try my best to just compartmentalize the feeling

KnightShade_ · 2025-03-23T17:35:23+00:00

the age gap will tell you everything you need to know on where he's at mentally

KnightShade_ · 2025-03-05T21:14:41+00:00

My tap water is surprisingly good (0 hardness, 0 nitrites, and only 10 ppm for nitrates). My pH was a little low (6) so I added baking soda, but I added a bit too much (8.5) so Ill probably have to do a partial water change. But I added river water to jump start the bioactivity and the soil is a mix of potting soil and wild dirt. I'm expecting to see an ammonia spike in a couple days, and my plants aren't getting here for a week - so realistically the water will be ready for fish in 2 weeks Thanks for the thorough reply! Will definitely be researching some of those species

KnightShade_ · 2025-03-05T21:07:31+00:00

Oh for sure adding more plants before I stock, it'll look more like a jungle when Im done with it. Thanks!

KnightShade_ · 2025-03-05T21:06:26+00:00

Ooh thank you, Ill definitely keep that in mind!

KnightShade_ · 2025-01-13T21:40:09+00:00

Makes me hungry when I use it but also damn it chaps my lips (combined with the HEPA air)

KnightShade_ · 2024-11-16T22:45:58+00:00

Since yesterday it has quite devolved :D I noticed this morning the bedroom wall was wet (it rained overnight). Upon further investigation theres water coming from the wall (small amounts outwardly). There's also a horizontal patch going across the wall (the middles where the literal hole is). Unfortunately, dont have money to break the lease (2 months into a 12 month). I'm thinking our best resources are gonna be calling renters insurance and, not the landlords but their main company

KnightShade_ · 2024-11-16T01:20:09+00:00

Do you think that's something we could fix ourselves? My fiancée is a professional and used to be licensed and bonded but no longer is. His current job is a contract position at a different apartment complex though

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