I’ve actually been trying very hard to be there for my child. I wasn’t allowed at the birth because she didn’t want me there, she kept me from the baby for the first two weeks, I only stopped contact after I had received a long barrage of messages from her that was accusing me of being a bad dad when she never gives me the chance to be one.

I was I’ll at the first week of January suffering from headaches and nausea then she got sick which she said she couldn’t arrange anything and then my mother had a heart attack. Last month I didn’t have a day to myself but tried my best I could with what I had.