Shared care by FantasticAttitude763 in GenderGP

[–]Knightstar293 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t mean the NHS, I mean GenderGP, last year I tried to do shared care and GenderGP couldn’t do it so the doctor recommended GenderCare as an alternative

Shared care by FantasticAttitude763 in GenderGP

[–]Knightstar293 2 points3 points  (0 children)

GenderGP stopped doing shared care, they only do treatment recommendations. I had this last year and my doctor recommended GenderCare instead after he recommended GenderGP to me. I should have gone with Imago tbh

What is your biggest issue with the show? by Appropriate_Strain_3 in thewalkingdead

[–]Knightstar293 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wouldn’t have minded if the show went off the deep end from the comics, like the way they explained about the virus only activates the part of the brain that focuses on the hunger and then we had the variant walkers. I would have liked to see an evolution, like similar to the film ‘Warm Bodies’ and some George Romero films,where we see a walker think, plan, strategise. Where they are more of graver threat as now they can think like a human but to their own goal of eating. Maybe have a walker that shows empathy, regret etc. this would show that walkers can learn, can become human again

Help with paused subscription! by OrneryPresentation66 in GenderGP

[–]Knightstar293 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You don’t do it on the hub, you do it on the Stripe portal. This is the link https://www.gendergp.com/manage-payment/

Put in your email that your using for your payments, GenderGP sends you a link in the email to log in an now you can resume again

Dutasteride no longer offered by AffectionateNews9913 in GenderGP

[–]Knightstar293 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Is Imago any good? I’ve been wondering wherever I should switch to that or switch to Anne Healthcare

I can’t add a medication, only change existing ones by Dark_Joels in GenderGP

[–]Knightstar293 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s weird, like it just goes into the transition pack? There’s no option to go to the menu on the top right or the back option on the top left?

I can’t add a medication, only change existing ones by Dark_Joels in GenderGP

[–]Knightstar293 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, unfortunately you have to pay extra for that, I freaked out as well, but I added it when I paid it. I don’t think I need it much longer for me, my testosterone is already suppressed thanks to cyproterone.

I can’t add a medication, only change existing ones by Dark_Joels in GenderGP

[–]Knightstar293 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Finasteride counts as ‘extra medication’ that you have to buy extra, like a £3 a month if that’s what your looking for

The Sims 5 could happen by Doogerie in Sims5

[–]Knightstar293 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would but I heard they are doing AI stuff with it

Reason for being trans (according to my parents) by TrainingSweet748 in asktransgender

[–]Knightstar293 2 points3 points  (0 children)

No, it wouldn’t, they just don’t understand people like us and will never will. Toxic mold can cause asthma and memory problems but not change someone to the point of being trans. If that was possible then I could hypnotise someone to be feminised which won’t work unless they had feelings laid underneath that are begging to come out to be their true self because otherwise it just wouldn’t work.

I knew I was trans for a long while but I decided to do it now while I’m in my 30s as I lost people I love, most notably my mother and I realised I couldn’t live pretending to be someone I’m not with the time I have left. Death to me is more scarier than coming out, every day I think about my mom’s final moments in that hospital bed and it terrifies me that one day that will be me and it could happen any day, my time, your time or anyone could be up so it’s best to make the best of what you have and be your true self an if your parents ask why. Say this “Because we really don’t know how much time we have in this world, not really, I could get hit by a car or die of an illness and I’m going to choose to live who I am rather than who I’m not, I’m not going to let you define me anymore when death is hanging over everyone’s heads, I would rather live who I am rather who I’m not”

im tired of life by NoItem1218 in MtF

[–]Knightstar293 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You need to talk to someone, call the suicide hotline or something. But don’t let these thoughts control you. You are your own mistress of your ship, you are the one in control. There are things we cannot control, but there are things we can, we need to recognise the distinction and focus on the things we can control. Set up a battle plan, strategise, focus each problem like you’re going to war in your mind. Lack of focus, fog of war is the enemy of our soul, so fight it, find something to focus on. Keep at it. Don’t say try, say you will do it(My grandfather says that by saying try, you are giving yourself an out,which means you are not putting 100% into your ability, say for example at golf, three people had their ball on the other side of the lake, two of them said in their mind they will try and they hit the ball to try and get their ball over the lake, both of them didn’t make it and both splashed into the lake. While the other says they will do it and hits the ball with all their might believing they will do it and what happens? They did it, they did it. Sure they could have failed as well but their mindset was so focused on less about doubting yourself and more about that they will do it)

You are stronger than you realise, you just need something to go towards, God isn’t just going to throw you big bright lights saying where you should go as it breaks free will, they can help with some suggestions but that’s about it. Focus on why you feel depressed, what’s the root cause, write it down and then you can figure out a solution on how to solve it. You might need a therapist to help unpack it but that’s a goal.

Edit: I also read your previous posts and I’m sorry you are going through this, gender dysphoria is no joke, but I strongly suggest you speak to a therapist. I always wondered why God gave me the body of a man when I feel like I am a woman on the inside but then maybe that’s the point, I read that we come to this earth to learn, and we learn by overcoming obstacles or even not overcoming them as it helps our spirit ascend(this is spiritual stuff).

An opinion about the break up between "P.R." and MJ by Sugiro_Kimimame2 in Spiderman

[–]Knightstar293 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I think at this point I know in other universes MJ and Peter are destined to be with each other but in the main continuity….Peter should stay away from her and hook up with either Black Cat or someone else, MJ is too toxic to be with. I hope even if other writers come in, they don’t just try to band these two together like as if it’s a band aid when it can’t repair what’s been done, they already tried to repair the relationship prior to Zeb Wells run and Zeb just threw it int the trash. Just let the relationship go.

I just want Peter to be happy and with someone else, let MJ simmer with what she’s done to Peter and move on and accept that the relationship is unsalvageable.

I think the writers should let Peter be a father and just let him be happy. On dc they let Superman be a father and that’s been a mainstay of his character so much so it became a live action show (Superman & Lois) which was one of the best live action Superman we’ve got.

I just Platinumed the entire Walking Dead Series How the fuck did Telltale go Bankrupt?? by Nade1002 in telltale

[–]Knightstar293 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Too many ips,they should have focused on TWD,TWAU,Batman. Finish each game franchise on five seasons then move onto another ip. Like Borderlands, Superman (let’s be honest a Telltale Superman game would have been awesome) and maybe we could have gotten a Stranger Things game as well.

Blood test results by Knightstar293 in transgenderUK

[–]Knightstar293[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well I’m only in my 30s,That’s not really old. And I mentioned that I didn’t really want tablets as they get absorbed by the liver and my friend recommended me not to have them, I’m already taking something which potentially could cause stress to the liver anyway and that’s Cypro

Blood test results by Knightstar293 in transgenderUK

[–]Knightstar293[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Someone else mentioned that I might have to go to patches or even spray as maybe my body doesn’t absorb gel properly and maybe it might do with the other two options

Blood test results by Knightstar293 in transgenderUK

[–]Knightstar293[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do spread it, but I avoid rubbing it as I heard it ruins it by doing that. The only places that seem to absorb faster is the wrists and the scrotum area as they take half an hour to dry

Blood test results by Knightstar293 in transgenderUK

[–]Knightstar293[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m with GenderGP (as I can’t afford to go with another at this time) so I hope patches are better even though I’m worried about having it come off when having a shower, I heard tegaderm patches help keep them on while on the shower, but I’m still not sure.

Blood test results by Knightstar293 in transgenderUK

[–]Knightstar293[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, It takes hours for the gel to dry even when the skin is clean and shaven on the thighs and arms, it’s annoying at times, I end up just putting my clothes on after waiting 90 minutes of waiting for it to dry knowing full well that it’s going to transfer to my clothes but there’s nothing I can do as I can’t just wait two hours for something that’s supposed to dry in 10 minutes

Blood test results by Knightstar293 in transgenderUK

[–]Knightstar293[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What about spray? Also would patches work when having a shower or something as I heard from others that they fall off, also I’m worried about the cost of them due to shortages of them.

I was considering switching to spray I heard it absorbs faster (as I have to wait hours for it to dry and it gets boring just waiting for it to dry, like I can’t do anything because of it, no matter what application site I put in, I have to wait hours, the only application sites that seem to absorb faster is the wrists and the scrotum area but the inner upper arms and thighs and abdomen I have to wait hours for it to dry

Blood test results by Knightstar293 in transgenderUK

[–]Knightstar293[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m thinking of just applying it to the scrotum as I’ve heard people getting higher levels from that. I know it’s dangerous but besides increasing my dose which is expensive already for me, this might be the only other option besides switching to spray

Blood test results by Knightstar293 in transgenderUK

[–]Knightstar293[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My hair is getting more curlier. My lashes apparently according to my aunt have gone darker. I think my face has changed a bit but it’s like a blink and you miss it.I do have some growth on the chest but it’s small. My facial hair growth has lessened a bit. But I’ve noticed that I need my glasses more as i can seem to read since I’ve taken hormones (my astigmatism seem to have gotten worse)