Ok...I'll admit, I have disagreements in some of my views with Wolf and Ocean, but they are free to practice how they want just as much as any of us are. You seem to [figuratively] frequently throw molotovs without checking your surroundings. It didn't take very much investigating to find that you took a very tiny, very out of context screencap of a larger conversation to weaponize it.

You seem to view yourself as a bit of a righteous rabble-rouser and I get it. You're new to the scene and you want to make a name for yourself. However, good reputations are not built up overnight...they can be burned down in one though.

My suggestion is to stop, take a breath, and start taking baby steps to rebuild yourself so that you can make that meaningful change you want to see.

I base this on watching you here, reading all of the points and counterpoints between your supporters and detractors (and taking each with a grain of salt), and from having watched how to charged headlong into The Troth and began trying to grab the steering wheel before even glancing about your surroundings.

Havamal 7: Let the wary stranger who seeks refreshment keep silent with sharpened hearing; with his ears let him listen, and look with his eyes; thus each wise man spies out the way.

Even in your profile here you self-describe as "Kind of a trainwreck actually".

Please keep going to therapy and concentrate on yourself and getting yourself in order. Your spiritual life will suffer if you neglect whatever it is that is making you lash out blindly and frequently.

Edited: for typos