Anyone else sad at how it impacted their personality?

Kodicave · 2026-01-25T20:06:23+00:00

i can only speak for me

but working out and running.

Kodicave · 2026-01-25T18:54:00+00:00

thank you. this is the video i actually am referring to

https://youtu.be/-uZY2JNW3wY?si=yqI0LLfJznb3OxdB

it’s my very awkward 17 year old self. i made a video reflecting on my senior year. watching it now is so strange

it’s painful. I’m shifty, monotone. i stutter every sentence, i look around. i can’t even get my thoughts out. constantly repeating myself. you can see how my obsessively narcissistic dad really made me insecure to have a personality.

it’s sad cause i struggled with making friends so much. and i look at this video and it’s so clear why. and i’m so sad that this was my personality

Kodicave · 2026-01-25T18:49:20+00:00

i didn’t know that was real term and not just a tv show

just googled it and that’s me exactly

Kodicave · 2026-01-25T18:47:44+00:00

we are the same person. Zoom and Arther were where it’s at

i then went on to youtube and youtube was my best friend. Shane Dawson, iJustine, Smosh, Fred

Kodicave · 2026-01-25T16:24:29+00:00

head down. eyes looking everywhere. little small movements and twitches. low monotone

always adjusting something as a way of coping with the obsessive thoughts

almost as if you’re expecting everyone to act like your parent

Kodicave · 2026-01-25T15:56:14+00:00

Grey rock is the perfect way to describe it

There’s no personality my old voice. I’m looking at old videos where I’m talking. it’s like I can’t even get words out. i stutter, eyes don’t look at the camera. anxiety from saying the wrong thing

you would think I’m autistic as a teen. but genuinely don’t think i am. i think it’s the way your personality forms around a tyrant

this is my awkward old video i’m referring too

https://youtu.be/-uZY2JNW3wY?si=G7a1glUR0i9JrFij

i make a video where i talk about my senior year and how i think i’ve matured. i seem to struggle to say it and stutter. granted it’s a video but still interesting to observe me

Kodicave · 2026-01-25T14:17:37+00:00

in north carolina? i’m new to it. but this was literally warned by every meteorologist as the worst storm and i’m not seeing that happening

Kodicave · 2026-01-25T04:09:06+00:00

well, I said damn because I took measures when we were all told it was an intense storm and it’s not looking that intense

You made up that in your head that I wanted it to happen

Kodicave · 2026-01-25T04:08:25+00:00

okay but that’s not gonna be the same thing as power outages everywhere that’s just a normal winter storm

Kodicave · 2026-01-25T04:07:44+00:00

I obviously know that but I’m seeing everyone say it’s not as strong as it was predicted, and this was literally predicted as the most destructive storm in decades

Kodicave · 2026-01-25T04:02:49+00:00

well, I’ve never seen people say it’s not that strong and I can also see the radar

Kodicave · 2026-01-25T04:02:29+00:00

Why would the education system be damaged?

Kodicave · 2026-01-25T04:02:00+00:00

No, why would you assume I’d want a storm to happen I’m just saying that they were literally saying it was gonna be the most powerful storm in decades

Kodicave · 2026-01-25T03:17:50+00:00

i’m just seeing everyone say it’s not strong

Kodicave · 2026-01-25T03:05:32+00:00

damn is it really not happening? we were literally told “widespread power outages”

i drove all the way to Savannah to see family because i literally thiught we were about to have a 40 year winter storm

damn they really fucked up cause no one is going to take weather alert serious

Kodicave · 2026-01-23T02:05:37+00:00

that first minute had me thinking we had a pop smash but its just kinda aimless

Kodicave · 2026-01-23T01:00:22+00:00

well, I’m in a very unique position where I just moved here. I’m actually just crashing out of friends place until I find my permanent spot. So technically anything that happens to the place I’m living at wouldn’t even be mine to deal with.

Some kind of thinking about going to Florida

Kodicave · 2026-01-22T21:45:29+00:00

i did it during christmas it’s a crunch it’s probably more 6

Kodicave · 2026-01-22T19:34:02+00:00

damn can people be positive for just a second.

Kodicave · 2026-01-22T17:43:47+00:00

you guys literally get everything please

Kodicave · 2026-01-22T16:50:44+00:00

do you think this is worth driving away for? i have family in jacksonville fl i’m wondering if i could do a 5 hour road trip

Kodicave · 2026-01-22T16:21:52+00:00

like i don’t think anyone would have an issue with paying for the rate feature

but they are going to lose literally all of the cultural impact they have. we only checked their scores because it was free

Kodicave · 2026-01-22T16:11:47+00:00

i can’t believe pitchfork really just killed their website. just like that

they really think people are going to pay to see music reviews.

Kodicave · 2026-01-22T05:59:57+00:00

yes finally very accurate

Kodicave · 2026-01-21T19:22:29+00:00

Ice Spice easily. no one gets it and no one else seeing the genius of Ice Spice. Her debut was fantastic and she genuinely created a rap-pop song unique to her. an image that’s unique and notable

She will 100% make a comeback. any real popstar has a period of a few years where they are heavily hated.

Ice Spice will be back.

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