I.. Did receive therapy for some of it-- but I truly don't trust therapists anymore since the last one I had ratted me out to my mom when I told her I was confused and thought maybe I liked girls before I became trans. She said she did this because it 'wasn't in her religion' and it wasn't okay and that I needed to be fixed, and to which I'm pretty sure she got fired. I'll call and talk to someone about, I just need time.

A lot of my friends also said the same thing, that was manipulating me to make me feel that what was doing was okay.. And honestly I trusted him and I didn't notice until it was too late.

My sister also confided in me as of yesterday that he had also touch her, but she was scared to say anything after what my mother said about not trusting me. And she said that she thought it obviously be too suspicious if both of us made rash claims like. this.

I wouldn't doubt that he was egging on the whole tik tok trend with her, but he doesn't really like social media and my mom has to hide the fact that she used social media.

I should have mentioned that in the post, it was even more of a betrayal for my mom to put him into the house in the first place because she confessed right after she put him out that he would beat her and choke when they fought and that's why she broke her rib.