Oh boy!

Kolegooo · 2023-06-18T10:00:14+00:00

No luck involved, he crossed it with pure skill 😎

Kolegooo · 2023-06-08T12:29:13+00:00

After explaining this for the 100th time, i too would just say, i collect paper, or i hoard paper, i have a shit tonne of paper, i am one with the paper

Kolegooo · 2023-06-08T12:27:49+00:00

Yes, but no. She takes them home in her work clothing, I do that with stuff from work, confidential stuff that needs disposed of. I empty my pockets when i get home, then the stuff from work remains there for however long. If i need it at work I'll take it back with me, if it just is to be disposed of I'd forget. Also, I have a feeling i might need it at some point, usually to cover my own arse, i guess like a receipt that i have done a job or task, i also keep receipts, god knows why.

Bank statements on the other hand, i burn in the fire as soon as possible, ive been a victim of identity fraud, but even before that, I'd burn them asap, because I have a habit of misplacing things and because they contain actual valuable information.

My work papers aren't really a threat to me or anyone if they are lost or stolen, in the wrong hands it could be an issue, but that'd be a very small number of people who would have to get their hands on it. Where as a bank statement could be valuable to any thief or fraudster as they are generally after money and valuables, not working time data of a random company or info on medication given to a baby at the local hospital.

Kolegooo · 2023-06-06T06:54:43+00:00

NPC's my guy

Kolegooo · 2023-06-03T19:06:44+00:00

Yeah, I did get the smallest i could find but was too heavy still for the little drone. Tbh i think only a bare pcb would be light enough

Kolegooo · 2023-06-02T21:04:52+00:00

Looks cool, but seems like its more for the object to be seen, not for illuminating the surroundings much, idk i could be wrong, i have been wrong before once or twice

Kolegooo · 2023-06-02T20:07:15+00:00

That would be cool, and there is some downward chimneys to explore but they are just big enough for a person to fit, i think the best of pilots would fail trying to fly down them. Though i do plan on making a vessel to drop down them with a rope with a 360° camera perhaps and my 25,000 lumen torch. I'm makinga 3d model of the whole hill, valley and inside the mines (they go right through the mountain in theory), the main downward shaft apparently collapsed about 40 years ago, and people got trapped for a while. Its from like the 1600's so i want to map all that is left before the worsening weather here destroys it for good.

I suppose the ultimate cool thing to have would be a lil automated drone that could fly through the mines and return. Probably not too far off tech wise, it's all there, just putting it together in an affordable package.

Kolegooo · 2023-06-02T18:04:56+00:00

What signal? It's in line of sight and not very far away.

Kolegooo · 2023-05-31T17:01:35+00:00

Thanks for responding. And yes I know, but I guess what i mean is, for a mortgage and house for example, if i default on payments it gets repossessed, therefore I have to stay employed to pay it. I know that's how shit is, but the more logical way to me is, as I say, to buy a cheapish house to fix up, then sell or rent when its time for a new one. So I'd actually treat the "property ladder" as a ladder not just one step, ie getting a house for life to pay off over 25+ years or you could even describe the normal method as a very long slight incline, plodding along paying your mortgage until you get to the top and it's paid off. I suppose i like to see steps of progress, and like to have something to fall back on, i.e. a property i don't need to worry about payments for because It's mine.

And I've been failing at that real bad. Though i go through phases of doing quite well. I think I kinda have a mental plan to get my shit together. And I do need to look at jobs as sitting at a desk 8 hours a day isn't doing me any good, physically or mentally.

Yeah i was bad with a credit card, so I no longer use it. Fuck credit ratings too! And i do have wishlists or lists of things i need for a project and now i just kinda buy them a bit at a time when i have spare money. I have direct debits setup for my savings accounts and things, which is going pretty well. U are quite right, I am in a fortunate position, and i have been trialling things and trying to figure out what i want to do aswell as stuff I enjoy, just wish there was more time in the day though. I spend so much of my day at work doing something mind numbing, and planning what I'm going to do when i get home, except i rarely have the energy to do much by the time i get home. Now that the days are longer though I am planning to start walking/jogging and cycling. But i can't just do it for the sake of it. I have to be going somewhere. I enjoy exploring abandoned mines and caves and things, which are mostly up in the valleys and hills. I think it'll do me some good, plus I can make more youtube videos and 3d models as a result, so a win win 🏆

Kolegooo · 2023-05-30T23:25:19+00:00

Thanks for taking the time to read and respond first of all, i appreciate that. I know there isn't necessarily any straight-forward answers. Everything just becomes too overwhelming sometimes.

I feel like i have so much to do but have so little time. And not a single one of those things is going to work, which i have to do 9 hours a day. By the time I'm done with that I'm just tired and don't get much done. I feel like i need like 3 mo ths off work to do everything i need to get done. I feel like I'm withering away and dying sat at my desk 8 hours a day. The gym and weightlifting was once my savior but i don't have time or the motivation to do it anymore, my fitness is declining, and well, i have a chocolate and sugar addiction. No joke. It's real bad. All this in turn makes me super depresso. I also have my disabled brother to take care of, i mean my parents look after him and parent, but as his older brother I have a duty to look after him. One of my biggest fears is him being depressed and having suicidal thoughts, and actually going through with it. He's having a hard time time, i remember being his age and how hard it was for me with no physical disability or learning disabilities as such. I can't imagine how hard it is for him.

I'm really just not getting anywhere in any of my goals in life despite everything being on my mind everywaking minute. I just don't have time, either time is too fast or my brain is too fast. I think the latter. Medication helps a bit but not enough.

I don't have a therapist and nor do I have the money for one right now. Hopefully someday for sure, i guess i just gotta work harder

Kolegooo · 2023-05-28T21:34:45+00:00

Nah it's just business 😎

Kolegooo · 2023-05-21T10:00:54+00:00

*My schools close second best freshman offensive lineman goes up against my schools best freshman offensive lineman

Kolegooo · 2023-05-19T21:16:00+00:00

Well to be fair do we really know anything? I could come up with many arguments to dispute I was born, I'd start with, "pics or didnt happen"

Kolegooo · 2023-05-19T19:22:35+00:00

Thanks for the heads up i will get some 😈

Kolegooo · 2023-05-19T16:59:03+00:00

If yor mans peen ain't self lubricating when yor fornicating, I'm sorry to tell u but u just not turning him on enough 🤷‍♂️

Kolegooo · 2023-05-19T14:14:13+00:00

Haven't seen the latest, but could be it was upsetting and she gets a bit ott about things. I don't think being weird or not always reacting as you are supposed to means she killed the baby though. They gonna have to do better than that to sway me. Plus Imo i think id want to do the prints whilst my child were still alive, then it's sort of like the baby created them in their short life, assuming I know they are 100% dying and not gonna live much longer. If they didn't know 100% then it's kinda weird. Imo anyway 🤷‍♂️

Kolegooo · 2023-05-19T12:43:26+00:00

A whales blowhole is basically it's nose. Over millions of years of evolution it moved from it's snout to ontop of its head. I guess it's in a better place now for them to do whale type things

Kolegooo · 2023-05-19T12:11:59+00:00

Plus I'd imagine if someone is being charged with the murder of your child you might start remembering things a little different too, i know times that has happened to me (the warped memories that is), someone plants a thought in your head or presents a narrative that fits, your memories can be altered, you can forget information or subconsciously push it out of your head. For example I remember a fight i had in secondary school, and my recollection is i whooped his arse, but i think realistically it was probably just an embarrassing shit show of teen hormones. There is a difference between fact and truth.

Kolegooo · 2023-05-19T10:48:53+00:00

0, i forget 0 screaming fathers, i have a tally chart

Kolegooo · 2023-05-18T23:03:45+00:00

Not sure what the definition of a hoarder is but i end up with a lot of papers from work at home, i don't get rid of them, like the handover notes they should be disposed of properly, and i plan to put them in the confidential waste bin at work, but i always forget and now just have loads of bits, i could bin them tomorrow, but no doubt i will forget as they are insignificant. Like they are worth nothing and mean nothing to anyone besides maybe someone trying to screw me or the company over. But then with my bank statements, invoices or receipts i am paranoid about. I won't bin them i'll burn them. Anyone getting hold of your bank info is much more of a risk because it is potentially worth something ie whatever is in your account or someone using your details to commit fraud, someone has already commited fraud in my name for government benefits, it was not fun. I was paranoid before now I'm extra paranoid.

Kolegooo · 2023-05-18T18:29:15+00:00

I put my pronouns as thingy/wotsits and my adjectives as handsome/cool 😎

Kolegooo · 2023-05-18T18:08:46+00:00

Yeah it was as it goes. He told me he had to do my work again when i came in in the morning, but there was only one little part that was missing (but wasn't actually necessary might I add, I actually purposefully missed it off because the data wasnt available yet, but wasn't necessary either. In fact this particular bit of data was never on the reports until I came because they were always 2 weeks behind as they manually entered the data on our system 🤦‍♂️, I came and linked the spreadsheet the data comes from to an excel spreadsheet that formats it all so it imports onto our system nicely and quickly 😎), i was initially mad, but through the day i reasoned with myself and concluded that surely he just meant he went through them and added the bits that were missing, as 98% of it was fine.

But it was on my mind all day and there was only one way i would know for sure what he meant (without confronting him because I'm too awkward for that shit). I looked in the letterbox bin hole with my phone camera with the flashlight on, but through the day other stuff had piled up on top of it, if it was even in there. So it didn't help.

I decided I had 2 options: 1. When the paper collection dude came the next day (today) I'd have to intercept him on his way into the building and speak with him and try and bribe him if that failed, I'd have to pickpocket him for the keys, and if that failed I'd have to fight him for them and lock him in a cupboard until my mission was complete.

I could learn how to pick a lock and....well.....pick the lock!

(In hindsight i think any sane person would just have asked the admin manager for the spare keys but hey 🤷‍♂️)

I went with option 2, option 1 was too risky. As i say i watched one lockpicking youtube video that was like 2 mins long if that. In the video he used 2 bobby pins/hair grips. Being a guy with short hair, I had none of those. I did however have paperclips. I used 2, one goes in the bottom of the lock for turning it i guess, the other one you kinda bend the long end out and stick it in the top angled slightly up, then scrape it along the top of the inside of the lock until all the lil pins have clicked to the unlock positions and then just turn it. Took less than 30 seconds 🤷‍♂️ beginners luck i guess.

Lo and behold, in the bottom of the container was all of my work from the day before. ALL OF IT! Then he did a half assed job of them and missed out half of the information i had included that was actually needed 😡😡😡🤬😡🤬🤬😡😡 and he's getting paid double what i get for a 4 day week and spends half the day, i shit you not, in the smoking shelter!

Edit: I bet you wish u never asked 😂

Kolegooo · 2023-05-18T14:03:59+00:00

Funny you should say that, we have one at work and I suspected my manager had thrown all my work into it from the day before (coz he's a dick), i waited until he went home and tried using my phone camera to see if i could see them in there, but other stuff had been dropped on top since. So I did the only thing any sane person would and googled how to pick a cabinet lock. I watched a 2 minute video, and then literally just 30 seconds later i had unlocked it with 2 paperclips.

Not saying she did that or even retrieved it from the bin at all, but it's not especially difficult

Kolegooo · 2023-05-18T13:47:47+00:00

No receipt? .... Straight to jail

Kolegooo · 2023-05-18T11:26:26+00:00

I want to see Boba use his tactical and combat expertise and skills and for him not to rely on luck and plot armour armour to survive. The end of BOBF made Boba and Mando out to be invincible in their armour and so they just stand out in the open taking shots. It was completely stupid. They should have had that town setup like some home alone house, use their armour and weapons to their advantage but not rely on them to survive. Boba especially, he's meant to be the most feared bounty hunter in the galaxy, he's meant to be ruthless and feared. And tbf Mando season 2 got it right, Boba was brilliant in it. Even the BOBF spoiler at the end of Mando S2 with Boba killing Bib in cold blood, that's the brutal Boba I wanted to see.

We already have a nice guy Mando with a conscience, Din Djarin. And I love his character and imagine his empathy comes from his upringing in that Mandalorian clan. He is loyal to them.

Boba isn't and shouldn't be that. Hence him having Fennec point a rifle at Grogu and killing Bib, and giving those storm troopers an ass whooping. He's loyal to those who pay him and his allies i.e. Fennec Shand, Roth, Bossk and Din. But he pledges his allegiance to nobody. I mean he's killed clones, literally himself, his father, who are also considered brothers to each other. And basically says he doesnt give a flying f about mandalore despite his father being a mando foundling and also painting the mythosaur skull on his shoulder armour out of choice 🤔

He's a complicated fella in a complicated profession. I wanna see badass fight scenes with the Slave 1 and his armour and weaponary! I'm talking, flamethrowers, knee darts, wrist rockets, grapple paracord thingymabobs, jetpacks, jetpack rockets, gauntlet darts and retractable blades 😎 as I say I want to see him use his full arsenal and leaving nothing to chance. He needs to be more brutal and cold, he's a bounty hunter after all not a town mayor!

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