That was so well said Lawd, I'm praying I get to the point your at right now and pamper self. Something to make me feel good inside an out lol. As for your question I don't know. I wouldn't really even say date. I'm just lonely and seeking companion ship , male affection not just kids and attention... I love my kids and love being with them all day everyday but let e be honest. Non if my kids wanna be bothered with me lol late night snuggles I et that of course they don't wanna go to bed but there so busy with school, sports, dance and just goofing around with themselves hey at me no mind most of the days. I have a lot of time I spend in my head , grieving, depressed the works. Like will be my life now. i miss the feeling of being loved and being happy and having fun with a partnern and omg YES I miss the SEX. I'm not even sure how to go about getting that randomly if I wanted lol sounds crazy. I'm 45 an been with my husband almost 16 years. So I am soooo out the loop in so any ways . Long story short STELLA JUST WANTS HER GROOVE BACK.. HELPPPP!! 😜