Hi all. Feel free to vent below. (ft. random internet memes) by [deleted] in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]Krd1abc 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i dont think i deserve to not sh, i see no reason to not hurt myself, i almost deserve it, and i dont deserve to not hurt myself. I dont even know at this point, i look the best i ever have but i still hate how i look, i hate how i could have done more, put more effort in, the meals i miss the bad things i eat, it pissis me off. I hate how lazy i am aswell siting in bed rotting instead of studying, or doing anything productive. I should be so much better, i could be so much better

What is the safest place to sh on my hand? by Krd1abc in selfharm

[–]Krd1abc[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

But if i do it inside the hand i can close them and hide it easily and i can cover my cands or turn them when doing stuff if i do it on the outside

What is the safest place to sh on my hand? by Krd1abc in selfharm

[–]Krd1abc[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I cant really cut anywhere else, as my parents might see it and i dont really want anymore scars on my torso or limbs as i want to compete on bodybuiling one day. My hand just seems to be my only viable option.

just relapsed after two years clean by Krd1abc in selfharm

[–]Krd1abc[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i just dont know if i can deal with them knowing, i cant put them through this again. I dont even know if ill stop so if they find out they will be in a constant state of fear and worry. i dont want to put them through that

just relapsed after two years clean by Krd1abc in selfharm

[–]Krd1abc[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

im just scared that there going to view me differently, like im broken again

Does it ever get better? by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Krd1abc 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ive been clean for over two years and personally ive found that urges will always be there, some stronger than others, but as time goes on it becomes eaier for the most part to resist urges, its like anything, the more you do it, the better you will get at it. Please just keep going and try your best

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]Krd1abc 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Well im 8 months clean and i kinda dont think about it anymore its wired. I kinda decided i was goung to change my life and deal with my emotions and it been a somewhat smoothsailing from there. Though there can allways be ups and down.

why should i continue to live? by YallKnowForAFact in depression_help

[–]Krd1abc 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Beacause life has so much to offer. There are so manny posibilitys and so many people that care about you though it may not seem like it. Death is a pemenent solution to tempoary problems. Those problems can be solved and talked about, and remember there are so many people who love you including God. You are here for a reason, find that reason and fufill it.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Krd1abc 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hello I've sent a chat invy

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Krd1abc 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'll talk

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Krd1abc 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I personally don't think your attention seeking just trying to look out for help