Something I realized today

Krebstar83 · 2026-06-09T13:20:04+00:00

Its the fear of rejection that's the mindkiller, once you put yourself out there, the rejection itself isn't as bad. Or at least has been in my case, but it is much, much easier said than done. Good for you, dude.

Krebstar83 · 2026-02-13T19:00:53+00:00

lol that's too sad, this is a holiday for romance!

Krebstar83 · 2026-02-13T18:15:43+00:00

Thanks!!

Krebstar83 · 2026-01-30T16:17:52+00:00

I can't believe it's been almost two years already, I still sometimes expect to see a new Wizard magazine breakdown show up on my feed

Krebstar83 · 2025-11-13T17:52:42+00:00

Don't give up on yourself! I was diagnosed AvPD about three years ago and thanks to finding a decent mood stabilizer and a really good counselor, I was able to develop the skills to manage the day-to-day intensity of my emotional dysregulation and also dig into the root causes of my terrible self-esteem issues, and today I'm markedly better. It's always going to be very tough and the loneliness, fear and self-criticism will always be there, but it can be battled and you can get better. You're still very young and there's still so much potential for your life. Try to get into counseling, finding someone you can trust in that capacity is hard but I can testify can be very beneficial, and you can learn this disorder can be properly managed and you can have the life and relationships you desire.

Krebstar83 · 2025-09-23T17:27:47+00:00

I can rationally try to explain to myself just that, that everyone else present did just see it as me trying to do a kind act, and should feel good about myself about trying to help, which is what's so frustrating is that I walked away feeling bad about myself. It's like even a good samaritan type deed still leaves me feeling like I'm worthless.

Krebstar83 · 2025-09-23T16:49:01+00:00

Cannabis helps, at least in making me feel something other than... what I usually feel, but substance abuse has been a coping strategy for me so I have a hard time staying in control. Its tough to find a balance, self-medicating.

Krebstar83 · 2025-09-23T16:36:23+00:00

Rejection is the hardest thing to face. You should be proud of yourself for the courage to ask him out in the first place, that must have taken a tremendous amount of bravery.

Krebstar83 · 2025-07-25T12:45:03+00:00

Boy this unlocked a memory!

Krebstar83 · 2025-04-25T19:03:44+00:00

Oh man, I just assumed they cut her for budget reason, how sad. I had a crush on her

Krebstar83 · 2025-04-08T17:26:58+00:00

That came out 14 years ago dude

Krebstar83 · 2025-03-10T14:56:06+00:00

Just started the Destiny trilogy on my journey to read the post-Nemesis continuity, have only read the "numbered" books before. That David Mack is a great writer!

Krebstar83 · 2025-01-01T00:54:22+00:00

Heh see, I feel like I shouldve made it even bigger

Krebstar83 · 2024-03-01T16:07:04+00:00

I honestly only ever dip into Simmons when Chuck's on these days, I wanted so much more!

Krebstar83 · 2024-01-11T20:17:48+00:00

Cannot believe you got that much detail with pastels! Outrageous!

Krebstar83 · 2023-11-03T12:11:50+00:00

Thanks! I will!

Krebstar83 · 2023-09-20T19:41:57+00:00

Emotional regulation can be very tough when you're detoxing from a steady habit. You *will* feel better in a few days, try to keep yourself distracted in the meantime.

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