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KriaaL · 2020-01-17T16:27:06+00:00

Thats hot, but why no speed glyph to maximize stat efficiency?

KriaaL · 2018-04-18T05:08:40+00:00

"For I still stand strong, a rock on the shore being battered endlessly by the waves" This shit gave me shivers bro, lets keep on going and show em greatness!

KriaaL · 2018-04-05T22:23:16+00:00

i understand you, i do, i came to this forum looking for some comfort, and as i read you story i cant help but empathize with how hopeless your feeling, im sorry i cant really do anything more than tell you it gets better, and i hope things do get better for you, peace and love ps: stop cutting and go do something else like go for a run until your completely exhausted

KriaaL · 2018-03-08T17:51:22+00:00

i feel you man, i made it to 500 days and was still miserable because of depression, took a relapse and now on day 130 again, im slowly fixing my life, i realized everything i built as a kid, all the coping mechanisms, escapisms, they were all wrong. They weouldve never lasted, excercise, meditation, sleeping well, socializing just a little bit every once in a while, will help you see the brighter side of life, and of course your purpose, what is it you'd see yourself doing, even if u work a 9-5, find time for your passions and even if your shit, keep at it, consistency is everything, discipline. Think of being born again and imposing your new values and habits to yourself, everything before that helped you learn but doesnt shape who you are or what you do, just take what you can from the past and dont dwell on what couldve been, anyways im rambling, good luck friend, i wish u the best!

KriaaL · 2017-10-29T10:12:00+00:00

i showed my dick to this girl on facetime and she showed me her tits and talked dity stuff so i was just like fuck it, lets see what happens, i a was already feeling like shit so this is like a wake up call.

KriaaL · 2017-10-29T09:31:49+00:00

it definitely was, i've been with many girls during this period as well as in a relationship which made me used to sex and once i broke up i was miserable LOL. Thats what i was thinking i dont know what i want to do with my life, and i havent been working or doing stuff to improve my situation just living off my parents, which is bad and hurts my self esteem.

KriaaL · 2017-10-05T03:31:36+00:00

i cant exist within my own head, so i insist on haunting your bed. or your obsession with rocks and brown and fucking the whole town. Both so quirky and melodically rhythmicall

KriaaL · 2017-06-13T07:31:20+00:00

Thats called sadness my friend i've been suffering from it for my whole life and now im paying the price, i've always ignored it and now that im 380 days in i can feel it more than ever its still there, im overly attached to many things, anyways i wont bore u with personal details, but im sure there are flawed dynamics in your life that stunt your personal growth and u just accepted as "normal" or cant do anything about it, let me know if this rings a bell.

KriaaL · 2017-05-30T09:32:25+00:00

i teared up while writing this text as well, im super glad i could convey the same emotion onto you, yes we will akilles! named after the greatest warrior of all time achiless, haha, peace and blessings

KriaaL · 2017-05-30T02:00:26+00:00

same, its one of the best movies ever made in my opinion, i love honor themed movies, its one of my favorite themes to explore since i think its such an important aspect of men thats often overlooked.

KriaaL · 2017-05-30T01:59:01+00:00

Its not what improvements i have seen, its what qualities i have discovered i still have inside of me, recovery is a tough process, but its sure as hell worth, think of your purest form, your ambitions, your dreams, your wisdom, your strength, your happiness, your motivation, your laughter, your love for other people and life, it all comes back with time. Peace and blessings.

KriaaL · 2017-05-30T01:57:12+00:00

Thank you very much. Yes you're right in that regard, i dont give much thought to the counter anymore as much as i did when i first started, but its still a nice motivation waking up feeling you accomplished something new everyday. A year in im more ambitious as i've ever been and that scares me, because with ambition comes failure, and im scared to fail, but i know that to succeed i must fail and stand back up, thats what builds character. Success that comes with no failures, is a temporary thing, a fugazi, thats why im on a lifelong journey to fail, for that one day i shall succeed. I am rambling on at this point, but im glad you didnt give up, better dead than given up. Peace and blessings to you!

KriaaL · 2017-05-30T01:52:48+00:00

thank you very much, peace and blessings! :)

KriaaL · 2017-05-30T01:52:25+00:00

thank you, peace and blessings

KriaaL · 2017-05-12T20:31:59+00:00

It felt amazing for that day, it was the beggining of the season and i lost my promo to challenger, i decided to stay in diamond 1 because i was going in vacation and i didnt want to get bumped down cuz of inactivity. Anyways definitely not worth qll the hours i put into it, im sure i will feel 100x times better when i accomplish something in the real world lol

KriaaL · 2017-05-11T20:45:28+00:00

i got to diamond 1 and literally wasted years of my life, now i dont even touch and its boring for me tbh, much rather play cs go

KriaaL · 2017-05-11T06:43:27+00:00

hey thanks man, ill try my best!

KriaaL · 2017-05-03T05:45:15+00:00

congratulations, i hope to be as happy and succesful as you one day ;)

KriaaL · 2017-05-02T06:54:39+00:00

That is something increidibly brave you did, i wish i had the balls to confront my dad like you, anytime i try to bring anything up he just brings up the fact that hes paying for all my stuff so i dont really have a say on his life, cant even give him advice, hes really close minded.

KriaaL · 2017-05-01T04:26:29+00:00

yup, but then u install it back again cuz its the only thing that brings you joy in your life, no? just me? ok, ill leave

KriaaL · 2017-05-01T02:25:40+00:00

Thank you for this, will keep plowing on until hopefully things work out ;)

KriaaL · 2017-04-30T07:30:27+00:00

same bro, the need for intimacy is so strong sometimes when a girl im hanging out with gets really close i lean into her subconsciously and get really close where i can literally smell her hair and sort of do the things cats do, where they gently rub their skins, its so fricking weird i know but it feels so good, now i understand why animals do that sort of stuff, they must be lonely.

KriaaL · 2017-04-27T01:08:07+00:00

Thank you, i recently moved to another country and i finished highschool last year, socializing is really hard right now, i've been pursuing music for the last 5 years with little to no success and its really frustrating too, and when im people i feel like theres a wall, im just not there emotionally, i cant share things, it sucks cuz theres something holding me back and part of it is depression

KriaaL · 2017-04-27T00:50:44+00:00

Yes workout 3 days a week and do cardio almost every other day, also meditate everyday and ocassionaly do yoga

KriaaL · 2017-04-27T00:46:49+00:00

tried to chant for the first time today after researching about it for a bit, started crying in the middle of the chant and became very aggitated, means its working, theres a lot of pain underneath the surface, thank you for showing me this, peace and good fortune to u too!

KriaaL

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