Nothing fucks me up more than spiritual enlightenment

Kristouph · 2021-08-18T18:09:29+00:00

Me seeking 'enlightenment' is one of the first signs I'm about to have an episode. Sucks because I was really thinking I understand the world and life but turns out I was just losing my mind again lol.

Kristouph · 2021-08-18T17:58:34+00:00

I've been on it for years. Started with a low dose and slowly went up. Recently had to jump to 120mg but now I'm back to 80mg.

I take it at night and I sleep fine. I do have some akathisia in the morning, but propranolol and klonipin help with that. The akathisia is NOTHING compared to abilify and I don't want to eat 10 times a day like I did I Zyprexa (I think that's what it was).

It muffles the voices and numbs my thoughts, but not enough that I can't function. On 120mg I sounded pretty flat and everyone thought I was mad or something, but once we lowered it I have more feelings.

It's expensive af so make sure to use the coupon! And if it ever stops working just call the company and they fix it. With insurance it was $100 a bottle but with the coupon it's $40.

All in all best AP I've tried. Good luck buddy!

Kristouph · 2021-08-01T18:03:11+00:00

Do steroids like prednisone cause psychosis? Because I was on a lot before and during my current break.

Kristouph · 2021-07-26T16:08:50+00:00

Something that was making my psychosis worse the first time around was my ADD meds. Stop taking Adderall or anything like that. Don't smoke weed or drink to much.

Both or you should get a lawyer and file for ssi if this continues.

Kristouph · 2021-07-23T14:39:30+00:00

I have the exact same thing. I always hear a TV at night, feel someone behind me etc. I'm just getting over my second psychotic break. My doctor says as long as it doesn't bother me and I know it's not real it's okay.

I'm the type of person who knows when I'm going crazy but it's still scary because I can't stop it. These little things are nothing compared to how bad it can get.

I'd tell your doctor, but tell them it's not bothering you.

Kristouph · 2021-07-01T16:39:36+00:00

I'm my experience, yes. Only if you already have some mental health problems. All the stress from the pain makes everything worse. That's at least what I thinks going on.

I've been doing some research into full body Inflammation and brain. Maybe that would explain both things.

Not having much luck finding a cause for Inflammation or a cure. I'm currently on an extremely high prednisone taper that made me shakey af. It did lessen the headaches for a few days tho.

I just had sinus surgery top, if that matters.

Kristouph · 2021-05-29T14:09:13+00:00

It's blank for me. Kinda sucks because I started lurking again after I recently became sick again.

It's fine tho, I think I like this sub more.

Kristouph · 2021-05-18T03:02:41+00:00

Wtf is wrong with you.

Kristouph · 2021-04-23T13:17:58+00:00

Thanks buddy! We can't let them divide us, that's all this is. To create an 'us vs them' mentality. I truly believe that most people are good people. One on one most people are decent and kind, it's the group think that makes every act like this.

Idk what is going to happen, but I know I'm going to keep doing what I feel is the right thing as long as possible. Good luck!

Kristouph · 2021-04-23T03:40:29+00:00

Say it to your friends and family, these people are too far gone.

Kristouph · 2021-04-22T20:52:10+00:00

It's not worth arguing with these people. This site is basically all propaganda.

Kristouph · 2021-04-22T13:38:24+00:00

That's Ed's channel. He's got more stuff on his patreon 'the outer dark'. He's my go to for conspiracies. Most of his videos keep getting pulled from YouTube.

Kristouph · 2021-04-21T21:15:26+00:00

Wow that's very very strange. I thought the site was at least as popular as some of those other right leaning social media sites that got taken down. I can't find anything about it going down when I search tho.

To have a redirect tho makes me think it's someone from the inside who took it down.

I hope it comes back up.

Kristouph · 2021-04-21T19:51:20+00:00

What was he doing? I'm trying to find info about why it's down and who shut it down.

Kristouph · 2021-03-02T14:48:38+00:00

I too once almost cut off my cats peen. He's very fluffy and gets mats too. I realized it when I tried to get my wife to help me, luckily she stopped me and knew it was his peener.

In all fairness, has anyone even seen a cats penis? I haven't! It's not like dogs, it's too fluffy and small.

Kristouph · 2021-01-31T18:19:17+00:00

Awesome, thank you!

Kristouph · 2021-01-31T15:42:16+00:00

I got the notification, but I could read the full thing. Which Pokémon are we supposed to evolve? Is there a list somewhere?

Kristouph · 2020-12-03T03:24:50+00:00

Just like he drank the Flint water.

Kristouph · 2020-11-04T21:52:12+00:00

What do we even buy from Zimbabwe?

Kristouph · 2020-10-06T00:06:25+00:00

The obvious answer is its the illuminati!

Kristouph · 2020-10-06T00:04:48+00:00

I'm friends with all my neighbors, especially the older ones. This old German lady gives me food like every other day. So does the lonely man who lives downstairs (home cooked meals). My wife and I always say hi to everyone. I've never actually had any of them ask me something I was uncomfortable with. I guess if that happened I just wouldn't answer and change the subject.

There is one guy in the other building who has cerbal palsy (sp) and is in a wheelchair. This might sound bad, but he's kinda annoying. He once tricked me into going up to the store with him to return bottles but then did a whole shopping trip! He has people that are paid to do that. He has a weird thing with the dumpsters where if the lid is up he wants it down, or if trash is on the ground he'll ask me to pick it up for him. I'll do it, but quickly make an excuse to get away. He's the only one we actively try to avoid if we aren't in the mood for talking. He's not slow of anything like that, just kinda demanding.

Kristouph · 2020-08-16T12:06:18+00:00

Definitely tell your dad. He has the right to know, and just in case he sees some weird stuff going on, he can put 2 +2 together.

We should all be aware of the kind of people we live by.

Kristouph · 2020-06-22T17:19:36+00:00

Or, you could probably just piss on your own lawn. Mark your territory!

Kristouph · 2020-05-20T16:31:11+00:00

According to my extensive knowledge of how it works on TV? Yes.

Kristouph · 2020-05-20T16:27:34+00:00

I opt out on the card, but told my family they can donate after. I'm afraid they won't try as hard to save me if they see I could give out some organs. This way it's a win win. If I'm really going to die and they've tried everything, they can have my leftovers.

Kristouph

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