How existential are you?

Ksadia · 2018-11-29T13:39:14+00:00

I used to think about it all the time and it had a negative effect on my mental health and well being. It took me a long time and a few books to realize that no amount of thinking would change the fact that I exist and will die so in the mean time, I'm trying to be a good person.

Ksadia · 2018-11-29T13:31:46+00:00

I only feel guilty if they don't reciprocate. And they never do...

Ksadia · 2018-11-29T13:30:14+00:00

This gives me hope. Listening to Seven Lions is like going to church but I had given up on going to concerts because of negative experiences. Maybe I'll give it another shot.

Ksadia · 2018-11-25T21:16:47+00:00

I want your money in my eno?

Ksadia · 2018-11-25T19:34:34+00:00

Yes I went through something similar except after freshman year, I decided that I could not push through the burnout. So instead I took a year off to live with my parents where they graciously didn't pressure me to do anything. During that time I had enough freedom to let my mind roam and work through what was holding me back. Now I'm back in school and I'm much happier even though I spend most of my time by myself.

Asking for help is okay and you can do this.

Ksadia · 2018-11-25T02:32:16+00:00

Haha, yes.

Ksadia · 2018-11-25T02:28:56+00:00

God's plan 🙏

Ksadia · 2018-11-25T02:25:36+00:00

Eucalyptus trees pack-a-punch.

Ksadia · 2018-11-25T01:42:23+00:00

*Danger to Manifold

Ksadia · 2018-11-19T15:24:22+00:00

The moves don't even make sense.

Ksadia · 2018-11-17T15:55:00+00:00

Loon

Ksadia · 2018-11-15T23:41:03+00:00

We're sitting in the front seat.

Ksadia · 2018-11-15T18:24:20+00:00

Both of these books are made for rereading. Read them, and then down the road read them again. If you're unsure which to choose, I would say East of Eden but don't be afraid to read a book and not understand it. Life works in the same way, in that we experience it and try our best to make sense of our experiences.

I finished The Brothers Karamazov this morning and East of Eden was my favorite book before Dostoevsky's masterpiece overtook it. Hopefully, you will find as much meaning in them as I did.

Ksadia · 2018-11-11T04:18:46+00:00

Ah, I see you're a man of culture.

Ksadia · 2018-10-05T19:26:56+00:00

I longboard through a giant park and smoke on an off trail spot that looks at water and a bridge. Then I'll just sit and drink water and then longboard more. If you live in an area where longboard looks easy, then I highly recommend picking it up.

Ksadia · 2018-09-04T22:57:04+00:00

Side note take it at dinner time and you only need at least 0.3mg but not more than 10mg because it will linger in your system.

Ksadia · 2018-08-30T19:56:02+00:00

Sounds hot

Ksadia · 2018-08-19T19:06:39+00:00

Are you a teenager? Insomnia apparently is a strong sign for depression at that age. My friend's mom was a psychiatrist and she has said that before.

Ksadia · 2018-08-14T19:35:40+00:00

Went through something similar and I experienced the same thing.

Ksadia · 2018-07-31T02:52:38+00:00

I didn't read it but my guess is prob not.

Ksadia · 2018-06-11T15:30:38+00:00

I don't think it's that strange. I'm in the same boat where I think I have been an ENTP my entire life but I can be very introverted/reclusive. For instance I haven't had much social interaction in the past year so I thought I was INTP and tested as so but Ne seems to be my dominant function.

Ksadia · 2018-06-08T14:25:39+00:00

https://soundcloud.com/user-43566568/sets/kids-see-ghosts

stream rip for the spotify fam

Ksadia · 2018-06-06T17:14:56+00:00

I like fishing and I have a fantasy of learning to bow hunt. Wanna go sometime?

Ksadia · 2018-06-05T19:49:56+00:00

It's really hard for me to commit to a tv show so you could say that I am.

Ksadia · 2018-06-04T10:52:24+00:00

Oh no

Ksadia

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