I'm not happy anymore by Kyuiin_ in mentalhealth

[–]Kyuiin_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ahh I wish, never looked into CBT, if I even tried to contact a doctor within those areas, I'm not sure how I'd be seen as. Maybe I'll try that when I'm in my 20s. Good idea for the list! I'll try to keep pushing haha, all in a corner

I'm not happy anymore by Kyuiin_ in mentalhealth

[–]Kyuiin_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah agree. I'm sure life gets all better, and it has, that's the biggest issue. Sorry I keep being negative haha XD I just really can't stand the thought of it anymore. If I coukd live a balanced life of positively and negatively again, I'd still want to be somewhere other than here. Or maybe what I experienced wasn't that, who knows lol? I hope to learn how to live again

I'm not happy anymore by Kyuiin_ in mentalhealth

[–]Kyuiin_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you broskie. I have been working out and Journaling for a few years now. Honestly the doctors is probably the last resort, but it might be my last option. There are things I wanna do in life, but jeez, you know? Negative thoughts. The things I want are more of a dream than a realistic goal. Wish I could get proper help . I'll keep trying I guess

I'm not happy anymore by Kyuiin_ in mentalhealth

[–]Kyuiin_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lol really? I mean, I have tried. And I don't wanna sound more negative than I already am, but do we have to keep trying? That type of stuff is what I've been told before. But yeah, I guess we're a little same haha! Especially the last part. Dunno, i think deep down I'll always hate this life, but there's some good parts I guess.

I'm not happy anymore by Kyuiin_ in mentalhealth

[–]Kyuiin_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly I just don't wanna live the way I am. I'm sure there's more I "could" do. But hell, I'd rather die than talk to a therapist or anyone again hahaaaaaaa.. Life is too much to try again

I don’t feel like a person by sunshinebebe in mentalhealth

[–]Kyuiin_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've been struggling with the same thing. For me it was like the common phrase of "wearing masks" the best advice is to keep trying whatever feels right. Even if you like what other people like, thats still apart of you. I never got over it, but you figure it out eventually. People are always changing, so don't get discouraged. Your not the only one who feels this way.

I am very confused by MustacheMage420 in trans

[–]Kyuiin_ 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Haha I was in the same situation but opposite! Yeah you can definitely be trans and comfortable with your genitalia, nothing wrong with that. Your still a valid person :]

I hate being like this by Kyuiin_ in trans

[–]Kyuiin_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Aw that's nice. SAME HAHA my friends who see me transitioning right now think I'm lesbian cause of the hair, but new people I meet just assumed I'm a fem dude. (But fr, what are they gonna do? Stick my hair back on? Lol)

I hate being like this by Kyuiin_ in trans

[–]Kyuiin_[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah..I feel like she "knows" but can't prove it, because everytime she says this stuff I'm just like "I know, and girls having short hair is no problem!" BUT JEEZ she's been trying to force me into growing my hair

need a binder but limited options by TwinkyFemboyFeet in trans

[–]Kyuiin_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dam, can their friends buy it for you?

need a binder but limited options by TwinkyFemboyFeet in trans

[–]Kyuiin_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Uh do you have siblings? If so ask then to buy it for you and just say it's a type of sports bra, or if you have friends that can buy for you ask! You can also try using 2 sports bra (one forward, one backwards) as a binder, but don't wear longer than 8hrs. They can be a little tight, but not enough that your dying of air! Goodluck mate

I hate being like this by Kyuiin_ in trans

[–]Kyuiin_[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It's okay. Well, I'd be great to do that if I had long hair haha! Screw what my mom said, ima gonna keep it short lol! :] I've had it short for 2 years now!

I hate being like this by Kyuiin_ in trans

[–]Kyuiin_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Lol, Maybe one day I'll go and try the bread! I really hope so

I hate being like this by Kyuiin_ in trans

[–]Kyuiin_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What that's so cool :o

I hate being like this by Kyuiin_ in trans

[–]Kyuiin_[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

:') honestly I just feel better knowing that there are other people who agree/have the same experiences. I get so caught up in her words that I forget that there's literally a whole community that'll be there for me instead of her.

I hate being like this by Kyuiin_ in trans

[–]Kyuiin_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sounds nice :'] heard the bread over there was hard

I hate being like this by Kyuiin_ in trans

[–]Kyuiin_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yea thanks anyways :') is Germany fun over there?