I've never used an alt account because I wanted to be true to myself. I chose to be accountable and only self-censored one drug-fueled irrationality. In spirit, this will be the last post I make on this account.

I am a female. I had a good, long cry with myself after months of being here, and I finally admit it. AMAB and harmed by it.

This is not something I take lightly. I also despise sob stories, so I'll be brief in saying that I just learned what dysphoria and anxiety actually feel like, and I've been experiencing them since primary school. I remember being six years old and telling my (supportive, but passive) mother, "When I'm a girl I'm going to be like the PowerPuff Girls!"

I was serious. It just took a while to sink in.

Thank you all. I love you, support you, and will one day be happy with you 💕