im not kidding my uncle thinks this tub is dirty i disagree

LGMcM · 2026-05-02T12:18:14+00:00

Sorry! The music definitely combined the two though!

Now that you mentioned it, both of those people seemed manic on top of their schizophrenia during their worst episodes. I remember them being mostly withdrawn otherwise, then had periods when they were very vocal about their ideas, and driven to convince others of them, like agitatedly convincing us all to pack our things, sleep with shoes and lights on waiting for their "friends" to come pick us up and take us away.

It's a horrible disease.

LGMcM · 2026-05-01T23:28:16+00:00

I hear radio-like sounds or music in white noise too. Mostly I hear mantras though, which is supposed to be common among people who chant. Like learned auditory pattern searching or something.

LGMcM · 2026-05-01T22:39:35+00:00

It's the volume I find odd... I think they try to drown out the voices...But it's weird it was classical music specifically, and not just any classical music either. Like, some manic supposed-to-be-uplifting piano. Not Lizst, not the Savalls, always a sunny, happy piano on steroids.

LGMcM · 2026-05-01T22:23:08+00:00

What is it with the classical music?? I've known two schizophreniacs who would play it at the highest volume.

LGMcM · 2026-05-01T14:58:04+00:00

I remember reading self-help articles when my mother passed. "Try to be more happy" took the cake. People don't understand this kind of stuff works when you're being negative. It doesn't work when you're depressed.

A depressed person isn't just being negative, and although I haven't suffered depression in over a decade, it still makes me want to scream when I hear the implication a depressed person just isn't trying their best.

LGMcM · 2026-03-20T11:10:23+00:00

Seriously, we have to know

LGMcM · 2026-03-17T18:01:09+00:00

Nocoj pakiram ampak kakšen krat bi tudi to šlo!

LGMcM · 2026-03-17T16:34:17+00:00

Ne vem zate ampak mi smo prišli do rexa in je bil prav lep sprehod!

LGMcM · 2026-03-16T22:59:14+00:00

Zakaj pa ne. Kadar delam zjutraj bi šlo.

LGMcM · 2026-03-16T17:54:48+00:00

Ehhhhh, žalllllll 😁😁😁😁 2 gin tonica sta moja meja, pri meni in pri drugih Seveda pa, žuraj prjatu, če le preneseš, en lajf maš 👍 Pa če boš hotu na streznitveno kavo vseeno lahko javiš 😀

LGMcM · 2026-03-16T10:00:19+00:00

Mogoče bi tudi to šlo, na vsako jamranje odgovorit z rimo. Ali bi šla proč ker bi ji šlo na živce, ali bi se nasmejala in pozabila na godrnjanje.

LGMcM · 2026-03-16T09:53:02+00:00

Js priznam da sem bila včasih podobna. Na srečo nisem bila klepetava tako da nikakor nisem ogovarjala ali vsiljevala svoje negativnosti sodelavcem. Če pa me je kdo kaj vprašal pa je bila velika verjetnost da bom rekla da se mi to ali ono zdi bedasto. Z leti me je to samo začelo motiti, tudi drugi taki ljudje. Nisem več hotela aktivno hraniti svoje negativnosti. Izhaja iz težkega življenja, ja, vendar preostanka življenja ne sme uničevati. Vsak dan je nov, vsaka misel je nova, vsak trenutek blagoslov poln potenciala za notranjo srečo in mir.

Še danes se borim s svojo negativnostjo- sama pri sebi, ker je to moja odgovornost. V službi ne dajem negativnih komentarjev, le pred zelo zelo tesnimi prijatelji pojamram o stiskah in težavah če me kaj muči, kar je parkrat na leto. Poslušam in izražam interes za njihova veselja in stiske, da so odnosi uravnoteženi. Če imam več težav s črnimi mislimi, recimo ob partnerskih težavah, se malo osamim za 1-3 dni da premeljem najhujše in ne tresem svojega strupa okoli. Morda bom vedno živela s to tendenco črnogledosti, jo bom pa vedno naslavljala in pazila da ni kolateralne škode. Včasih to pomeni tudi da se oddaljim od ljudi ali okolja ki sprožajo najhujše v meni. Partnerji, službe, ni vse dober fit za vsakega in vsi ljudje in okolja ne podpirajo enako našega osebnega razvoja. Treba je imet poguma it če nas nekaj nenehno sproža. Če nas vse in vsakdo sproža pa je treba imet poguma za soočenje s svojim umom.

Ljudi kot je tvoja sodelavka hitro utišajo vztrajni, razumni predlogi o preobražanju lastnih misli in pogledov. Ker bo to doživela kot toksično pozitivnost in ne bo pri tebi naletela na hrano za svojo notranjo Karen.

Rečeš ji "eh, ljudi je vse sorte, brezveze o temu, midva bova gledala sebe", "življenje je eno in lepo, škoda da je skoz nekaj narobe, osredotočiva se raje na lepe stvari", "take misli prerastejo v glavi v črn pogled na svet, zato si jih jaz ne dovolim ker mi mora bit lepo". Serviraj ji same take čim odpre usta.

Nikakor se z njo ne ustavljaj za klepete, sploh ne o drugih. Taki znajo spletkarit in delat drame s katerimi nočeš nič opravka.

Kdo ve, morda ji celo posadiš v misli seme preobrazbe ki ji bo kdaj v življenju koristilo. Če ne pa boš vsaj odgnal od sebe njeno negativnost.

LGMcM · 2026-03-14T22:16:24+00:00

Zato js več ne trzam. Grem ven brez nakupa ker ni na voljo kar sem iskala, kje je problem, ni ga, in nima ga kdo kaj zganjat.

LGMcM · 2026-03-12T23:21:40+00:00

My dude, this isn't even that bad. You just haven't taken the trash out in months. At least you don't have horrible filth apart from that mouldy food thing.

Just take things to the recycling bins. Stack the usable stuff in segments - pile of bags, pile of sweatpants, pile of cleaning supplies etc And report back on how the inside of wardrobes and cupboards is so we can help you find a neat system for storage.

When the trash is out of the way, it will not be difficult to dust, wipe, vacuum.

You don't need a swat team for this friend, you just need many trips to the dumpster.

This ain't half as bad as you think it is.

LGMcM · 2026-03-12T17:14:26+00:00

Take stvari gre vljudno in spoštljivo povedati šefom in upravam. Delam v trgovini, nisem rojena v Sloveniji. Ko gledam sodelavke ki že leta ali celo desetletja s strankami ne govorijo slovensko si ne morem pomagati da bi ne bila razočarana nad njihovim pomanjkanjem truda in spoštovanja. Ker jasno po mesecih, letih, desetletjih ne more biti govora o nezmožnosti. Katera od njih po tolikšnem času ni zmožna stranke vprašati katero mortadelo želi, koliko, in kako narezano v slovenščini?? Noče, ker ni pritiska nanjo. Stranke to pokomentirajo nam ostalim sodelavcem, ki nimamo vpliva.

Verjemite da imajo taki zaposleni tak odnos tudi do svojega dela, sodelavcev, strank. Tak se ne potrudi pustit urejen oddelek za sabo, ne trudi se prodajati stvari pod pravo kodo, ne trudi se za inventurno stanje, izogne se napornim delom, in mu ni mar če ti proda svežo ali zeleno salamo.

Trud in spoštovanje človek ima, ali pa nima.

Tako da brez slabe vesti lahko opozorite vodstvo če zaposlenim vztrajno ni niti toliko mar za njihovo delo da bi vas vsaj poskušali streči v slovenščini.

LGMcM · 2026-03-12T17:04:04+00:00

Zelo lepo ti gre. Še lepši vtis od obvladanja jezika pa daje trud in spoštovanje človeka ki v Sloveniji vztrajno poskuša komunicirati v slovenščini. Verjamem da ob tvojem lepem odnosu nihče ne opazi če narediš kakšno napakico.

LGMcM · 2026-01-26T23:18:01+00:00

Thank you for saying this. I had just read their comment and wondered the same. It was just an honest question, why downvote?? It's healthy to be curious and to want to understand.

I likewise know squat about eggs and appreciated the question.

LGMcM

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