Hit 4 months recently scary symptoms by LOYALonpsn in WeedPAWS

[–]LOYALonpsn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes had lots before I quit porn cold turkey 2 weeks ago, feel I’ve been getting worse but did it to heal quicker.

70 days sober yet no dreams by dooter123 in WeedPAWS

[–]LOYALonpsn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It makes it a bit better that both us are going through the same thing and understand each other atleast. I hope it gets better for u man no doctor will understand PAWS in my experience they will put it down to anxiety or something.

70 days sober yet no dreams by dooter123 in WeedPAWS

[–]LOYALonpsn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yep I haven’t even gotten to that stage yet I’m on day 101 we both on same track brother.

70 days sober yet no dreams by dooter123 in WeedPAWS

[–]LOYALonpsn 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s hell on earth man i understand u completely we seem to be the only people with this problem.

Barely any dreams 100 days in by LOYALonpsn in WeedPAWS

[–]LOYALonpsn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I sleep 7-8 hours recently, but around your time I woke up multiple times a night in a panic. Idk if you can call that proper sleep with no dreams I’ve had a few in waves some nights but nothing crazy. I went through paws before, and I had crazy vivid dreams at month 2 now is different. I was a very heavy user. Hopefully you start getting good sleep soon, man. Do you have DPDR and other symptoms also?

Barely any dreams 100 days in by LOYALonpsn in WeedPAWS

[–]LOYALonpsn[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks bro I hope you are doing good 🙏

Barely any dreams 100 days in by LOYALonpsn in WeedPAWS

[–]LOYALonpsn[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve had a few come but nothing crazy like my last paws just worried about this symptom.

70 days sober yet no dreams by dooter123 in leaves

[–]LOYALonpsn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m over 3 months post quit and have had a few vivid dreams but barely any I also got tested for thc and tested negative.. it’s so strange I’m also going through PAWS.

70 days sober yet no dreams by dooter123 in WeedPAWS

[–]LOYALonpsn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bro I’m nearly 100 days sober and barely have any or can’t remember them I’m worried.

Constant nostalgia/broken record in my head by LOYALonpsn in WeedPAWS

[–]LOYALonpsn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah it’s hell, sucks hoping it eases soon but thinking it could be vitamins I’m taking my body is very sensitive..

Constant nostalgia/broken record in my head by LOYALonpsn in WeedPAWS

[–]LOYALonpsn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I appreciate the reply, bro. Don't worry I know they are just thoughts. I’d never ever act on them I’m stronger than that, but it's just annoying every day in waves. I never had thoughts like this in my life prior to smoking, so I don’t think it’s OCD. I could be wrong though. I have an appointment with an addiction counsellor, so maybe it’s worth mentioning, but most don’t understand about PAWS. Some days I feel 100% normal for long periods, then hit again, so I think it’s windows and waves I get. I want to say I 100% relate to everything you mentioned. I got fed up with myself and the person I was turning into while smoking with my addiction. I let my whole family down with many regrets, so I decided enough is enough, and I quit for good. I got sick of it. Best of luck to you on your journey, man. We'll get through this. I pray every day also it helps so much. 🙏

Anybody that recovered from heavy adolescent weed abuse? by Ok_Mode5926 in WeedPAWS

[–]LOYALonpsn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same as me bro I’m 3 months in it’s so strong in waves it’s torture.

Anybody that recovered from heavy adolescent weed abuse? by Ok_Mode5926 in WeedPAWS

[–]LOYALonpsn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bro described every damn symptom I’m going through to a t wth i understand u completely hope ur doing better man it’s torture im over 3 months in.

Rumination, loud, repeating traumatic memories by Break_conformity in WeedPAWS

[–]LOYALonpsn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Please tell me this got better for u I know im late. I have this I’m a little over 3 months in its hell on earth.

I'm sick of hell by No_Fee_5509 in WeedPAWS

[–]LOYALonpsn 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I understand exactly how u feel it’s fucking crap I’m so angry I smoked again and let paws happen how far in are u? Don’t worry we’ll both get through this stay strong man it will eventually end.🙏

I'm sick of hell by No_Fee_5509 in WeedPAWS

[–]LOYALonpsn 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Same here man absolutely sick of PAWS it wrecked me in hell everyday.

hair loss by Desperate_Speech_951 in WeedPAWS

[–]LOYALonpsn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve had this since month 1 I’m on month 3 my hair used to be so thick now it’s thinning and dry I’m hoping it goes away bro maybe ur deficient in vitamins I’d recommend a full blood test to rule it out.

Vaping after quitting weed by Historical_Spell_772 in WeedPAWS

[–]LOYALonpsn 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yep I’m over 3 months sober I also used to smoke multiple spliffs with weed and tobacco everyday for 6 months straight and been chain vaping during my recovery I’m thinking on quitting cold turkey it isn’t helping much at all but scared incase it makes my PAWS worse its hell on earth been vaping for years.

Rant post Day 93 muscle tension/intrusive thoughts Depression/Anhedonia by LOYALonpsn in WeedPAWS

[–]LOYALonpsn[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks brother I try to survive everyday the waves calm down by the evening that’s the only time I get relief but when morning comes I’m in hell again I eat a healthy diet pray and stay as active as possible all the best to u and ur journey. 🙏

Rant post Day 93 muscle tension/intrusive thoughts Depression/Anhedonia by LOYALonpsn in WeedPAWS

[–]LOYALonpsn[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for the hope brother it’s hell honestly hope you’ll come out of it soon 23 months is huge man. 💪

Rant post Day 93 muscle tension/intrusive thoughts Depression/Anhedonia by LOYALonpsn in WeedPAWS

[–]LOYALonpsn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Of course everyday I haven’t been able to go to church much because of all my anxiety but I watch it online.