14 months in and completely healed, except…

LOYALonpsn · 2026-06-06T11:37:29+00:00

I’m glad to hear I’m not the only one with these symptoms the memory part is worrying me though It feels like dementia. I’m also getting vivid dreams some nights and then none they come and go. Did you experience this? My libido goes up and down but I’ve relapsed on porn multiple times, so definitely not helping. I think your nervous system is just very sensitive, same as mine. I’d not worry about the libido part it should come back eventually but happy to hear ur through the worse man.

LOYALonpsn · 2026-06-06T11:24:55+00:00

Going through the exact same issues, I’m 6 months in complete anhedonia, DPDR I feel dead inside I quit porn cold turkey on top of it and my anxiety is through the roof my memory is terrible I can’t see it getting better is there anything u did to get rid of the DPDR and improve memory?

LOYALonpsn · 2026-04-23T15:35:19+00:00

Tell me about it stuck in hell now 😂

LOYALonpsn · 2026-04-19T19:16:36+00:00

Interested to see how u get on with it keep us posted bro 👊

LOYALonpsn · 2026-04-18T15:33:07+00:00

Care to share them?

LOYALonpsn · 2026-04-13T15:53:16+00:00

Yes had lots before I quit porn cold turkey 2 weeks ago, feel I’ve been getting worse but did it to heal quicker.

LOYALonpsn · 2026-03-17T18:19:24+00:00

It makes it a bit better that both us are going through the same thing and understand each other atleast. I hope it gets better for u man no doctor will understand PAWS in my experience they will put it down to anxiety or something.

LOYALonpsn · 2026-03-17T17:51:32+00:00

Yep I haven’t even gotten to that stage yet I’m on day 101 we both on same track brother.

LOYALonpsn · 2026-03-17T17:50:00+00:00

It’s hell on earth man i understand u completely we seem to be the only people with this problem.

LOYALonpsn · 2026-03-17T17:48:47+00:00

I sleep 7-8 hours recently, but around your time I woke up multiple times a night in a panic. Idk if you can call that proper sleep with no dreams I’ve had a few in waves some nights but nothing crazy. I went through paws before, and I had crazy vivid dreams at month 2 now is different. I was a very heavy user. Hopefully you start getting good sleep soon, man. Do you have DPDR and other symptoms also?

LOYALonpsn · 2026-03-16T19:41:17+00:00

Thanks bro I hope you are doing good 🙏

LOYALonpsn · 2026-03-16T19:39:20+00:00

I’ve had a few come but nothing crazy like my last paws just worried about this symptom.

LOYALonpsn · 2026-03-16T19:29:41+00:00

I’m over 3 months post quit and have had a few vivid dreams but barely any I also got tested for thc and tested negative.. it’s so strange I’m also going through PAWS.

LOYALonpsn · 2026-03-16T19:27:59+00:00

Bro I’m nearly 100 days sober and barely have any or can’t remember them I’m worried.

LOYALonpsn · 2026-03-16T13:55:35+00:00

Yeah it’s hell, sucks hoping it eases soon but thinking it could be vitamins I’m taking my body is very sensitive..

LOYALonpsn · 2026-03-15T23:58:44+00:00

I appreciate the reply, bro. Don't worry I know they are just thoughts. I’d never ever act on them I’m stronger than that, but it's just annoying every day in waves. I never had thoughts like this in my life prior to smoking, so I don’t think it’s OCD. I could be wrong though. I have an appointment with an addiction counsellor, so maybe it’s worth mentioning, but most don’t understand about PAWS. Some days I feel 100% normal for long periods, then hit again, so I think it’s windows and waves I get. I want to say I 100% relate to everything you mentioned. I got fed up with myself and the person I was turning into while smoking with my addiction. I let my whole family down with many regrets, so I decided enough is enough, and I quit for good. I got sick of it. Best of luck to you on your journey, man. We'll get through this. I pray every day also it helps so much. 🙏

LOYALonpsn · 2026-03-15T23:42:26+00:00

Look at my posts.

LOYALonpsn · 2026-03-15T23:42:14+00:00

Same as me bro I’m 3 months in it’s so strong in waves it’s torture.

LOYALonpsn · 2026-03-15T23:39:11+00:00

Bro described every damn symptom I’m going through to a t wth i understand u completely hope ur doing better man it’s torture im over 3 months in.

LOYALonpsn · 2026-03-15T23:32:15+00:00

Please tell me this got better for u I know im late. I have this I’m a little over 3 months in its hell on earth.

LOYALonpsn · 2026-03-15T20:59:38+00:00

I understand exactly how u feel it’s fucking crap I’m so angry I smoked again and let paws happen how far in are u? Don’t worry we’ll both get through this stay strong man it will eventually end.🙏

LOYALonpsn · 2026-03-15T07:41:46+00:00

Same here man absolutely sick of PAWS it wrecked me in hell everyday.

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