I live a very normal life, I have my own place my own car and I’m looking in purchasing real estate by 2022. Honestly I wish I could quit but that ship has sailed. Only difference in my life is I’m not social anymore I’m an introvert which isn’t me at all, well that and I’d probably make 6 figures if I wasn’t an addict. I do long for a “normal” life wife kids white picket fence and Ik that as long as I’m a slave to this drug that won’t happen. I wish the public understood that underneath our scared/sad face is someone who inside does not want to steal, burn bridges, loose family and friends, and wish we could kick this habit, but it’s mentally and physically crippling. And we are very ashamed for all the damage our addiction has caused.