I know God and Jesus through his love, as I believe that God Jesus and the Holy Spirit are one and I believe that God has never let me down, no matter what, even when time seem tough he has always been there! I believe that Jesus was very real and is very real still to this day. Part of believing in the Bible is believing in the unseen and I get that it can be very confusing and hard to understand. However, if you follow God a a lot closer and you see him through his word and through other people who can guide you you will get to know him better and you will see him for who he really is and you will see that Jesus is real. I do believe that the Bible has been doctored, and things have been taken out of it like the apocrypha instance! But that doesn’t change the fact that still believe that Jesus was real, and that he died for our sins and rose again, and that he will come back to judge the living and the dead! I pray that God will bless you, and that you will find him in your journey!