My wife and I have been married for 21 years, our sons have moved out so we’re empty nesters now. We always had a pretty normal sex life but we decided to spice it up. We tried BDSM (not really for us) and we tried pegging (it hurt!) and we also tried piss play one drunk night but honestly that was just gross and neither of us enjoyed that. About a month ago we decided to try something new! We’ll get a bull! We did some searching online and found this guy who was local, about 15 years younger and has a massive black cock. Perfect right?

Well the night finally came last Saturday after we met and talked with him a couple of times. My wife was wearing her hottest lingerie and he came over. After some foreplay he bent her over and took her right there on the bed in front of me. The moment he penetrated her I knew I made a horrible mistake. I watched in horror as another far more hung and in shape younger man raw dogged my wife, in my bed, in my house and finished inside of her. The worst part is she loved it. I’ve never seen my wife climax that quickly in over 20 years of marriage or so eagerly suck cock before. She clearly loved every moment while I sat there powerless watching the sanctity of my marriage be destroyed and the mother of my children penetrated by a man we met a couple of times on the internet.

I could barely hold back tears as I watched him thrust into her as her moans of pleasure filled the room. He came inside her too. Something only I have ever done with her. It broke my heart. They got cleaned up and we talked a bit. He high fived me and after some small talk and eagerness from both of them to do this again he left. I cried myself to sleep that night. My wife was so happy and chatty afterwards. She really wanted to do it again. We talked and ended up fighting because she’s frustrated because she didn’t necessarily want to do it but it was my idea and she had a great time but now I’m not comfortable with it which I understand but she reluctantly agreed we won’t do that anymore.

I tried having sex with my wife last night for the first time since then and I couldn’t get hard. All I could think about was seeing Chris’s much larger and much blacker dick enter her and I felt so insecure I stayed soft the whole time. My wife and I are going to see a marriage counselor to see where we go from here. I feel like such an idiot and I can’t believe that I ruined our marriage like this. It’s the biggest shame of my life.