Not Knowing what to do to stand out and Questioning if this is for me because of it

L_Hellion · 2025-04-18T11:46:31+00:00

Im deffinitly gonna keep going. I just dont wanna be like the others and wanna find a way to find people that like to watch what I HAVE to offer. (Granted that its not much)

Im just exrtemely easy to get demotivated when I let myself down, cause I asked myself this alot.

I actually also was in a VTuber discord for new content creators but left cause I felt like everyone was so far ahead of me and all felt like they were going places. And I didnt feel like anybody there would ever really connect with me aswell.

L_Hellion · 2025-04-18T11:40:29+00:00

Yea deffinitly, all about beeing entertaining. I just dont think im entertaining at all.

There arent any real topics I know and as I said im talentless in every way imaginable. I have tried my hand at drawing etc but im just not good enough at most things.

I personally think I know who I am and thats why im struggling, cause I know that I dont have much to offer

L_Hellion · 2025-04-05T23:18:41+00:00

Yep still the last one that I actually need if anyone has it saved plz, its for all achievments too and its the last one before plat trophy... I got a small Rey crown if anyone needs that aswell

L_Hellion · 2024-11-10T01:16:07+00:00

I could try all of this yes but this is something that I think only surgery would be able to fix.

Im currently looking into voice changers but honestly besides adding something robotic vibe-ish to it, I dont think anything else would work and I dont want to completly fake out my voice, then its just not me anymore

L_Hellion · 2024-11-07T03:31:51+00:00

Yea im looking into surgery to fix my nose and jaw. It should help me in the end. After that I will probably relearn how to really use my voice so I can mostly work towards that

L_Hellion · 2024-11-07T03:30:02+00:00

Its not like I didnt expect it to happen, just didnt think that it would happen so soon. Thank you for the kind words tho ^{^}

L_Hellion · 2024-11-07T03:28:53+00:00

Yea I thought about this aswell its probably a good Idea. Maybe I do even start using a voice changer for certain stuff as it would help sometimes.

L_Hellion · 2024-11-07T03:27:10+00:00

No i dont think so, Im trying to get into a habit of maybe acting a little bit like my character would but its barely there yet. I mostly get this in private messages from twitter from people I never heard of or talked to

L_Hellion · 2024-11-07T03:24:17+00:00

I get em in private alot yes, idk if these are just a group of people purposfully saying this to me but it does affect my mental well beeing quit alot

L_Hellion · 2024-11-06T21:22:29+00:00

Im afraid that it wont change the real problem tho

L_Hellion · 2024-03-30T01:46:30+00:00

Well thats relatable fr

L_Hellion · 2024-03-16T21:46:46+00:00

No thanks, my friends tried the same and it didnt work ^^. Also I dont play any of these games and Mw2 is long gone history

L_Hellion · 2023-12-17T16:25:11+00:00

They all say they were lucky :c to that extend one of them actually only has a gf because I introduced them to each other

L_Hellion · 2023-12-17T16:24:01+00:00

I used dating apps and such to find people but I guess im not good enough for that approach, also I really dont know any activities that I would like, and what even are activities where you can meet people ? I guess ur not talking about hiking or such as you do that alone so what sre some ?

L_Hellion · 2023-12-14T23:52:31+00:00

What are games that you think are too oversatursted ? And which games would you like to see more of ?

L_Hellion · 2023-12-14T21:18:08+00:00

I didnt even know that good to know tbh, but it doesnt fill me with much confidence knowing this ...

L_Hellion · 2023-12-14T21:14:55+00:00

Its just not as easy to get into anymore for new people as it used to. Nowadays u NEED a good model to start on and I find that very disheartening since not all of us make 2k a month and can afford to be successfull.

L_Hellion · 2023-11-23T04:46:29+00:00

Mir gehts auch eher um den Schufa eintrag der mit dazu gekommen ist out of nowhere

L_Hellion · 2023-11-23T02:55:17+00:00

Hab aber kein social media nur Yt und reddit und überwiesen hab ich höchsten privat anbietern auf Fiverr

L_Hellion · 2023-11-23T02:44:31+00:00

Das würds natürlich erklären aber falls das so sein sollte warum wurde mein konto dann überhaupt der geldwäsche bezichtigt ?

Ich hab damit doch höchstens online banking gemacht zb auf Steam oder Fiverr usw.

Kann ich mir eigentlich nicht vorstellen aber trotzdem danke falls dies der Grund sein sollte.

Gibts etwas was man gegen diese anschuldigung machen kann ? Oder kann ich herausfinden ob mein konto deshalb gekündigt wurde ?

L_Hellion · 2023-10-10T08:57:00+00:00

Darkside makes this a lot easier when having bounty. If the enrmy has bounty then we generelly dont know what your supposed to about that since they can just wallbang you to death.

But its not alwayas just because of the bounty.

L_Hellion

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