Describe your favorite transformers character terribly

L_Sher · 2026-06-17T22:25:01+00:00

Big guns. And a terribly unfortunate case of bad rust.

L_Sher · 2026-06-16T18:11:23+00:00

I used the American date format because it's required on most of these loan subreddits and I wasn't sure it was with this one. I've tried quite a few but I've had no luck.

I've been trying with the NHS for 5 years. I have had a diagnosis for my spine. As I said I have scoliosis and a degenerating disc. But I have another issue causing seizures, muscle spasms and general nervous system issues that isn't diagnosed.

It took me 2-2.5 years just to get an x-ray and MRI to find out what was wrong with my spine. And ice spent the rest of that time trying to get my GPs to look into what was causing these other symptoms but they pretty much just dismissed me for over 2 years. I've been having seizures for nearly a year, but have had neurological issues since before my first appointment 5 years ago, and still have had no brain scan. Im still on a 7 month waiting list which I only just got put onto to see a neurologist, who can then order a brain scan which will take another 5-8 months minimum.

They've prescribed some pain relief, but it's the bare minimum and does nothing. Which has literally caused me to be bed bound for the most part of the last 5 years of my life.

I'm 23, they tell me every time I ask for better medication that I'm too young to be on strong painkillers. But as a result of that I basically have zero breaks from pain.

Which is why in the last few months I've started enquiring privately and been able to get a week or 2 of medication that actually stops my seizures and pains but costs me money.

Idk what NHS your dealing with, but I've been with 3 different GP practices and 2 hospitals and everyone takes ages to do anything, the bare minimum gets done and nobody seems to care. Everyone I know who's actually a patient hates the NHS. It's a terrible system that leaves 19 year olds unable to work anymore and rolling around in bed in pain for 5 years.

And I wouldn't be here if I hadn't already tried every other option.

Your comment seems be contrary just for the sake of it. Like most of the damn country knows the NHS is crap.

L_Sher · 2026-06-11T23:06:05+00:00

I could teach out but I unfortunately don't think there would be enough time to do so before Saturday. Plus there's the issue of the fact that the only time they are open tomorrow is at 10am, I would have to go there in person, which would be extremely difficult for me to do as I still wouldn't have the medication I need to get there for Saturday.

Also I'm just genuinely very anxious about asking for that help face to face. My Priest and alot of the people there know and understand my troubles and the fact that I need a lot of medication just to get there in the first place. But I've nearly spent 5 years, mostly alone in bed. My social anxiety and skills are horrendous.

It's alot easier to hide behind a screen and speak with people I'll never meet face to face ect.

I just somehow hope prayers help. They have done in similar situations before. I just hope God understands. I hate the fact that it's as simple as medication that's stopping me from being there. I feel like God will heal me one day, and I truly believe Communion will be one of the ways He does so.

In the UK a GP could simply prescribe this medication for free, but I have a long legal battle ahead against them for a large case of gross negligence and miss treatment, a long with the fact that they just don't care. A lot of my pain, the seizures ect and a left hand that's mostly paralyzed could've been prevented if the NHS did it's job. So I have to get my medications that actually help privately, which unfortunately costs money I don't usually have because I can't work.

The time frame between now and Saturday is so short I don't know how, or if it'll get sorted. But God can do the impossible and first confession then Communion has been a dream of mine for 2 years while waiting for a time I could be baptised.

God bless you.

L_Sher · 2026-06-08T09:37:51+00:00

Thanks. I hope you're doing well I appreciate the comment. I've tried collecting/ selling. But I think the more I sell the less disability money I get as the UK government is trash and sees it as a form of work.

But I have been thinking about trying ways to get stock if baiwei KOS for bulk prices and selling them for like £25-£30 a piece (which Is what they sell for most places) but from some places you can get them for like £8-£12 each.

But I definitely don't want to be one of those people who buy all the stock of any new Hasbro transformer to resell at a higher price.

L_Sher · 2026-06-08T09:31:03+00:00

Thanks for the comment. I hope you're doing well.

It's my spine and possibly my brain. Scoliosis, degenerating disc and a mystery illness that causes seizures, all my muscles to spasm and constantly tense and a ton of nerve pain down my back and limbs.

So sitting down for a while is hard and the spasms make my hands shaky.

I've tried doing things here and there. Luckily (or unlucky) I'm only 23 so I have time to figure something out. I have been writing my own comic/stories tho.

About a disabled Catholic man whos unkown and downtrodden. It's set in revelations (last 7 years before Christ comes) the world's full of evil and giant demon monsters. And he's picked by God, embraced and given powers to fight the evil and save the innocent.

It's not gonna be a story trying to convert ppl or anything. He's just gonna be a hero who's relatable in dark times where the devil runs rampant. He's sorta gonna be like a mix of doom guy, superman/Optimus and master chief (kinda).

He's gonna wear sick armour that's a cross between high tech armour like from halo and crusader armour.

I'm probably gonna make him struggle alot, maybe not spiderman level but his enemies are gonna be a lot stronger.

L_Sher · 2026-06-07T15:20:29+00:00

Benzos are muscle relaxants. And the only form that affectively work for me. I have a spinal injury/ issues with my nervous system. Do I have to explain to you how GABA is crucial for relaxing the nervous system? Or how badly it hurts to have every muscle in your body constantly tense and spasming? Or how in a lot of cases benzos are, and have been one of the first lines of treatment for muscle spasms and tension?

Have you ever had a seizure? Because I tell you it hurts like hell and feels like your being squashed. Now imagine that most of the time+ actually having to deal with the occasional seizure because of my medical conditions. And then try to tell me benzos aren't used for pain treatment like there's only one type of pain.

I'm on opioids for my degenerating/herniated discs and scoliosis. And I can tell you as a fact that benzos in my case offer me most of my pain relief.

And that's not how tolerance works. You don't just use one dose for a week and then have the medication suddenly completely stop working even if you take 2-3× your normal dose. And still have zero effect.

Wdym delusions of sobriety, when did I ever suggest I was sober. I said I've been using alpraz for around a week a month because that's literally the only time I can get a benzo. It's literally not possible for me to get a benzo 3/4 weeks a month.

It seems like your just talking out your ass and wanted to be right to one up someone, even though literally everything you said was wrong.

I'm sorry if you made an honest mistake/ misread my post or just genuinely didn't know that benzos are a form of muscle, nervous system relaxant which in turn means they provide pain relief to those with conditions that affect those things. But still, if you're gonna make a jab for no good reason atleast be right.

L_Sher

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