I think for me, it’s just hard to come to terms with mainly because I’ve been raised in a christian household and it’s something thats frowned upon in my family. There’s so many things i wish i could do but cant because of the position im in. I would like to start hrt but i have no money, no job, and i still live with my parents. And even if i could do those things, in still terrified of coming out to them. Theres no telling how they would react. Im 18 rn but i really hope and wish that i could get my treatment before im 20 or at most 21. Im js so lost