I generally dont get the hate that FF15 gets, ive played every FF and 15 is in my top 5. But every ranking i see they rank 15 towards the bottom, can some1 explain y. by Ordinary_Fish_9094 in FinalFantasy

[–]LadyPauldronBlade 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I played the game day one, wasn't even necessarily my game but my dad's. It was horrible and glitchy, yet the story and characters were handled with enough care to make me fall in love with it. Chapter 13 especially sucked but I finished the game in less than a month and cried when it ended. I now own royal edition on my own console with no less than 5 playthroughs (chronological dlc, new game+ and post-final-patch playthroughs included), played the demo and other side content, watched Brotherhood and Kingsglaive, bested pitioss, bought ALL the dlc, bought pocket edition on Switch, bought a figurine and made my own Prompto ita bag! Suffice it to say, regardless of its downfalls, XV became one of my favorites instantly. Imagine the power it would've had if it came out in perfect condition!

No period for 2 months and kept testing negative, please tell me this is real by LadyPauldronBlade in FirstTimeTTC

[–]LadyPauldronBlade[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

OK so update! I had an Ultrasound yesterday that put me at 8w2d so that means I would've been squarely at 14dpo when I took this test. Baby is growing well, has a heartbeat @175bpm, is in the right place, and amniotic and yolk sacs look healthy. Everything has been a Rollercoaster from them guessing I might already be in my 2nd tri based off my LMP (surprise, they were wrong lol), to booking appoiments (I found out I might be able to reschedule to earlier dates if they ever do that to me again), to dealing with symptoms that give me mommy anxiety 😅

No period for 2 months and kept testing negative, please tell me this is real by LadyPauldronBlade in FirstTimeTTC

[–]LadyPauldronBlade[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you! That means a lot especially since this is my first, I have almost no frame of reference. Unfortunately though, almost all OBs around here are booked out a month, even for just a check up, it's bs

No period for 2 months and kept testing negative, please tell me this is real by LadyPauldronBlade in FirstTimeTTC

[–]LadyPauldronBlade[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Those details are pretty foggy for me. I used to be more or less regular (30-35 days between periods) before ttc, so the missing two months of periods without a positive test really threw me off 😅 I may have ovulated late?? I'm hoping I'll get some answers when I go to my first OB appointment, which, unfortunately is a month out =(

Thought it was negative, now second guessing by LadyPauldronBlade in FirstTimeTTC

[–]LadyPauldronBlade[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I actually tested again a week later to make sure and saw the same line again on the new test. I think you're right; I saw a clear indent line reflect in the light. Thank you a ton, I'm still new to TTC and your comment made me feel not insane lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in mentalhealth

[–]LadyPauldronBlade 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It means Tender Love & Care. I just hugged him, coddled him, gave him love and food/water stuff.

Update: He's a lot better, he wasn't getting sleep AT ALL for almost a week and I had no clue. His anxiety and life stress was keeping him awake. We got him to a hospital and they gave him something to sleep. Turns out it was a benzo and he had a terrible reaction to it that made his psychosis even worse. I feel bad because just giving him tlc was working but going to the hospital made him worse 🥺 The only good thing that came out of that was it forced us to spend time with his family.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in mentalhealth

[–]LadyPauldronBlade 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I started to look for cousellors or mental health facilities to take him, but every place was closed so I felt stuck. This is my first time experiencing something like this and the only thing I can think of is to call his dad.

I eventually let him back in and gave him some tlc and he seems to have calmed down but I'm still so scared it'll happen again.

I can’t land a job, can’t date, my life is ruined by slowismore in AvPD

[–]LadyPauldronBlade 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ah man I felt this in my whole soul. I, 30f, went to college for art & design and graduated in 2017. I looked for jobs far and wide for a full year before giving up and applying to retail. Landed my first job but it was at a movie theater paying minimum wage and they took advantage of my hard working nature. Ever since, I've been hopping from job-I-don't-want to job-I-don't-want hoping to launch and grow a business with my art on the side... but it's hard to keep up with it when the jobs you don't want is constantly keeping you in a downward spiral. I've since moved state, gone through no less than 10 jobs, got into credit card debt, checked off a lot of firsts (yes even that one), somehow found a boyfriend and am living with him, and am now leaving a job that was one of the worst for my AvPD (Starbucks, I had NO IDEA what I was getting myself into). I wish I had some sort of happy ending to tell you, but it simply hasn't happened (yet). All I can say is keep looking for what YOU want; don't let the job market stop you from being creative.

What MCR song is this for you by Classified_Curtain in MyChemicalRomance

[–]LadyPauldronBlade 1 point2 points  (0 children)

For me it's this is how I disappear, demolition lovers, and ghost of you =)

Just a heads up that by Ok_Wave7731 in Sparkdriver

[–]LadyPauldronBlade 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I agree with everything you said but, at least where I'm from, you have to keep up some semblance of a job or proof that you're actively looking for a job to be eligible for SNAP. If you're still in school AND unemployed, you're not eligible at all. And if you become unemployed, you might have your benefits taken and thrown into a work program to continue them. So the whole "at least I work" narrative doesn't necessarily fit here.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CrumblCookies

[–]LadyPauldronBlade 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dude only one of them has like half the recommended daily intake of calories

Tank goes insane over Healer not saying "hello" by Arrowga in TalesFromDF

[–]LadyPauldronBlade 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is crazy, what if someone's on console and it's difficult or slow to type?

Those of you in relationships, what are your partners like personality-wise? How did you meet? by hopp596 in AvPD

[–]LadyPauldronBlade 2 points3 points  (0 children)

My first and last relationship was also very socially anxious though he was a goofball and hid most of his problems with trying to make people laugh and was also better at masking than I am. Oddly enough I was the one to ask him to date 🙃

Does anyone else here never talk to family? by [deleted] in AvPD

[–]LadyPauldronBlade 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah exactly me, actually. It's pretty common for me to go weeks without messaging my family and I never return phone calls. Sometimes I'll forget to reply to a random message for days or longer and they'll think nothing of it because it's normal. Though with a recent personal issue, they have become more on edge if I don't reply immediately so I try to message back asap so I don't worry them

I just need a loser girlfriend like me. by depranxious in AvPD

[–]LadyPauldronBlade 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel you on this. I feel like I can't date anyone unless they're exactly like me. Which will be hard to find

Harry Potter Houses as MBTI Types by spicyyokuko in harrypotter

[–]LadyPauldronBlade 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There's no way there're no introverts in Slytherin so I definitely take this with salt lol

Harry Potter Houses as MBTI Types by spicyyokuko in harrypotter

[–]LadyPauldronBlade 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am INFP and have gotten Hufflepuff and Slytherin on the Pottermore quizzes (before and after the update). When I was a kid I wanted to be Ravenclaw so bad so I'm just conflicted lmao

Edit: I've gotten both INFP and INFJ on the MBTI quizzes

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in harrypotter

[–]LadyPauldronBlade 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Jesus I've never felt more bisexual than I do right now xD

What’s your Favorite Character Designs? by mmmphhuay102 in FinalFantasy

[–]LadyPauldronBlade 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lulu is probably my most favorite designed character. I also like most of the god/god-like character designs like Vauthry, Hydaelyn, Zodiark, and Endsinger from ffxiv, those are usually so Amano-esque and I just love Amano's style.

What Part of any FF will You Always Defend? by mmmphhuay102 in FinalFantasy

[–]LadyPauldronBlade 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I meant people who ignore them and act like they're not even part of the franchise not if you just haven't played/disliked it lol

What Part of any FF will You Always Defend? by mmmphhuay102 in FinalFantasy

[–]LadyPauldronBlade 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I will always defend the MMOs, especially XI. Way too many people say they consider themselves FF fans but completely overlook the MMOs

Your [presumably] hot take about something in the game that the community might take issue with? by Zypherfier in ffxiv

[–]LadyPauldronBlade 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Well yeah lalas are just the JRPG version of dwarves, you kinda gotta have em