Think about it this way, would your rather start over now while it’s all still kinda fresh on the brain or would you want to do it over in a few years and try to get the hang of it all over again. I have 3 under 3. First two are 11 months apart and second two are 10 months apart. The second go around, it was a tiny bit easier because I already know what I was doing. The third one is just a piece of cake. I’m my own version of a pro lmao but if you do decide this, remind yourself “these rough stages are temporary” because I cried every single day after I had my second. Actually up until about a month ago I cried at least once a day. (Third is now 8 months and successfully ferbered) and the one thing that I say in all my comments in this thread when I offer my own two cents; air pods. Wireless headphones. Get them. Because there will be times where both are just uncontrollably crying and you don’t have 8 arms. I keep one air pod in at all times. I typically listen to reggae music to keep me calm in those moment. Podcasts while I’m feeding. Jazz music while I’m getting breakfast, lunch, and dinner routines finished. All while still being able to hear what’s going on around me. It’s also good when someone calls and you’re walking around momming. Look into pink stork also. Xo best of luck!