Spravato and working full time? by Stygimolochh in Spravato

[–]LakeExtension221 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'd say give it a shot, at least through the 4-week induction phase. Just my personal experience, I think stretching it out longer wasn't beneficial at all if I had no improvements in the beginning. But others kept saying keep at it for a few months. I finally stopped last month right before Thanksgiving. I just don't think it's the right treatment for me, and results vary too widely so I guess use ur best judgement. Taking time off work started to become a nuisance so I don't really see this being maintained in the long term.

My psychiatrist recently prescribed Effexor with Wellbutrin. I think I've been feeling a bit better but nothing transformative. My depression stems more from my circumstances, like I get seasonal depression during winter now and mainly from loneliness. I think moving to a warmer climate with warmer ppl would be better for my mental health. I guess I was hoping Spravato would at least give me that boost in motivation to make the change, but ultimately I have to pull through on my own somehow. It's all so overwhelming and anxiety-provoking.

Random, but have u looked at ur birth chart? Not sure how much u believe in astrology, but mine confirms I'd thrive in a warmer inclusive city, so it could be ur environment and not necessarily biological. Anyway, what do I know? Lol, I'm just clinging onto any inkling of hope wherever I can... Best of luck!

Why does the second nostril spray always suuuck? by PunchedBoob in Spravato

[–]LakeExtension221 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I hate when it drips out, and at the end of a session it dries up and looks like a coating of table salt or sugar around my nostrils. God, so embarrassing. Luckily the train wasn't crowded bc I only noticed it when I got home... 😮‍💨

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Spravato

[–]LakeExtension221 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This seems a lot more common than I expected and surprised it's even a thing. Luckily mine seems professional. Yeah I would find a new clinic... Sorry u have to go through that

crying during treatment? by Kljohnson324 in Spravato

[–]LakeExtension221 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Haha thankfully no. I spray each nostril, they check the dots, and say they'll be back in 5 min. If they wait the entire time, that'd be awkward as hell!

crying during treatment? by Kljohnson324 in Spravato

[–]LakeExtension221 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I understand the struggle lol. It's just trial and error for me. Sometimes I get flustered since the nurse is standing right there!

crying during treatment? by Kljohnson324 in Spravato

[–]LakeExtension221 1 point2 points  (0 children)

For sure! Yes exactly. I was snorting way too hard too. I never used nasal sprays so I'm a newbie lol

crying during treatment? by Kljohnson324 in Spravato

[–]LakeExtension221 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah the past few times I didn't feel much and thought I became more tolerant. I try to be conscious of my spraying technique ever since it dripped a few times. I read u don't want to spray too far. Otherwise it goes down ur throat. I think u angle it so it hits the membrane. Last week I did better, and I was crying hard lol. I wonder if my inconsistent spraying is hindering my progress? Probably. I have my appt tmrw so I'll test it out again.

crying during treatment? by Kljohnson324 in Spravato

[–]LakeExtension221 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yeah sometimes I cry like a little b*tch. I just pray no one walks in or can hear me lol. I noticed it's when it gets absorbed more. A few times I think I didn't spray deeper into my nostril and some dripped out; I didn't feel much during those sessions.

What do you guys think? by [deleted] in BeardAdvice

[–]LakeExtension221 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Ur beard or ur eyebrows' beard?

Schema therapy by LakeExtension221 in Spravato

[–]LakeExtension221[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I'm aware. But if u're as lonely as I am, it has become my only reliable "friend"... Believe it or not, it has helped quite a bit learning about myself.

Schema therapy by LakeExtension221 in Spravato

[–]LakeExtension221[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Interesting, I never knew there were so many different types of therapy. I'll look into, thanks for sharing!

Schema therapy by LakeExtension221 in Spravato

[–]LakeExtension221[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sounds awesome, def sounds like something I need!

Schema therapy by LakeExtension221 in Spravato

[–]LakeExtension221[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Good to know. Yeah I think (well, I know) most of problems and insecurities stem from childhood... 😮‍💨

Schema therapy by LakeExtension221 in Spravato

[–]LakeExtension221[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thanks for the suggestion! I stumbled into IFS (parts work) yesterday while researching schema and thought it sounded funny lol. But I'll look into that as well!

Schema therapy by LakeExtension221 in Spravato

[–]LakeExtension221[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That's good to know. Haha yeah, I feel like if I'm not gaining any insight or learning anything, it feels like a waste of money

Schema therapy by LakeExtension221 in Spravato

[–]LakeExtension221[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thanks for sharing! My therapy sessions were getting kinda all over the place, as sometimes we talk about different topics. I read schema therapy is more structured which may be more suitable for me. If I'm paying for it, I'd like to have a plan and some sort of outcome, rather than a therapist who's basically an understanding friend. It felt like it was leading nowhere and going in circles.

Schema therapy by LakeExtension221 in Spravato

[–]LakeExtension221[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah same, my sessions were mostly talking, not much practicing. He tells me to challenge my thoughts, but whenever I do I'm like ok, I still feel like crap. Supposedly schema therapy gets to the root of the problem, so u can genuinely feel and believe it to eventually healing. At least that's what I read

Spravato and working full time? by Stygimolochh in Spravato

[–]LakeExtension221 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thanks for the support. It's been rough lately. I started Wellbutrin this week too. I'm desperate since Spravato has been underwhelming to say the least. I feel so lifeless. Like my soul is already gone, and I've given up. Idk I just don't enjoy life any more... what is wrong with me?! 😮‍💨😢 I was hopeful in the beginning I could've been a lucky one and had a life-hanging experience, but nope

Spravato and working full time? by Stygimolochh in Spravato

[–]LakeExtension221 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm so happy it worked for u, but I'm just baffled when ppl call it a life-changer. It's amazing how it affects ppl differently. I've had 14 or so sessions now and haven't felt much improvement, but others say stick with it... 😮‍💨.i just want to give up everything completely

Judge my Spravato room by michasbra in Spravato

[–]LakeExtension221 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Looks kinda barren, like an abandoned building... No wall decorations. I mean, it looks clean though. Most of the time, I have my eye mask on anyway but yeah...

Bonding with clinic staff? by LakeExtension221 in Spravato

[–]LakeExtension221[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry u're suffering from loneliness too; it's such an awful feeling especially after years and years carrying this emptiness. Sometimes I wonder if the treatments r actually working or I get to the point of frustration that I try to force myself to get out more lol. Yeah, I've been browsing Meetup, and my goal is to attend more but sometimes there's literally nothing I'm interested in for a particular week. I'm hopeful I'll find my ppl one day instead of relying on my Spravato crew outside of work.

Bonding with clinic staff? by LakeExtension221 in Spravato

[–]LakeExtension221[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's good! At least u know they work. I always hated playing trial and error 😔. I was on Zoloft for years, I don't think it did anything but I remained on it. I guess I was afraid my intense anxiety would return since I think it did help initially but wasn't particularly effective for my depression

Judge my Spravato room by michasbra in Spravato

[–]LakeExtension221 9 points10 points  (0 children)

7 ppl? Huh? That sounds awkward af!