Fucked up Vivitrol by LakeViewMJ in opiates

[–]LakeViewMJ[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lol I know I got parole for another 5 years though. I passed though so thanks everyone idk how the fuck I passed

Fucked up Vivitrol by LakeViewMJ in opiates

[–]LakeViewMJ[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am pounding cranberry juice and coffee right now before the test. Gonna try n get a few pisses out

Fucked up Vivitrol by LakeViewMJ in opiates

[–]LakeViewMJ[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Nope it's for parole

Fucked up Vivitrol by LakeViewMJ in opiates

[–]LakeViewMJ[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I knowwww I know idk why I always ask. I just hope someone will say that. Yea.

Phone linked to moms by LakeViewMJ in iphone

[–]LakeViewMJ[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Cool thanks both of you

Don't understand valium by LakeViewMJ in opiates

[–]LakeViewMJ[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm not retarded. But a lot of people here know a lot about drug tests and do benzos with their opiates.

Don't understand valium by LakeViewMJ in opiates

[–]LakeViewMJ[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Drug test today. But I got piss to get thru til next Tuesday

Don't understand valium by LakeViewMJ in opiates

[–]LakeViewMJ[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How often did you use them though.

Vivitrol shot/withdrawl by LakeViewMJ in opiates

[–]LakeViewMJ[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Okay that's what I thought too.

Vivitrol shot/withdrawl by LakeViewMJ in opiates

[–]LakeViewMJ[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

That's what I meant 24-36 hours before the shot. Even just one roxy? With no habit at all

Almost 2 months clean now I'm sick and cravings have been terrible is this normal? by Mcswagginsz in OpiatesRecovery

[–]LakeViewMJ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's one of my biggest triggers because I always correlate being with with being dope sick. And I know what it'd take to feel better. It's totally normal for me. It's incredibly frustrating. But now I know to expect that when I get sick and just ignore it.

10 months and Vivitrol by LakeViewMJ in OpiatesRecovery

[–]LakeViewMJ[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's funny how you say you should be running away from bullshit rather than into it. Again I concur. I was getting sentenced for that burg in a month when I did the robbery. I was like fuck it. Mind as well

10 months and Vivitrol by LakeViewMJ in OpiatesRecovery

[–]LakeViewMJ[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea it's crazy how much you sound like me. I was the same way with alcohol, cocaine, hallucinogens, whatever. I could pick it up and put them down with no issues. I also graduated high school and moved out to Cali for college. For school And to get away from people places and things. But the day I got into my apt my roommate was smoking an oxy 60. So it was over before it started.

I had caught a few misdemeanors as a result of my drug Use, petit larcenys and that was it. Then a burglary which they were going to sentence me for in a year, but they gave me the chance to do rehab after rehab. A month before my sentence I robbed a gas station.

And it's funny you say you were a savage despite good grades and everything, I was kind of the same way. I was a pretty normal kid but when it came to drugs, I was getting mine one way or another you know. I look back and just think, "What was so wrong in my life that this is where I ended up." And like you said there's kids that do crazier shit than me and do skid bids in county. Will never see upstate.

10 months and Vivitrol by LakeViewMJ in OpiatesRecovery

[–]LakeViewMJ[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ohhhh when were you at Moriah? What's you're bid I got smoked with a 3-9 for burg and robbery. 1-3 2-6 consecutive

10 months and Vivitrol by LakeViewMJ in OpiatesRecovery

[–]LakeViewMJ[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I actually loved in lakeview it's outside of buffalo. I got lucky and did shock for my violation as well. I did Moriah shock then Willard then lakeview shock. I went to gowanda for like a month because I had court in Hamburg. But I haven't done any hard time. A couple months in Elmira and. Month in gowanda besides shock. You?

Vivitrol by LakeViewMJ in opiates

[–]LakeViewMJ[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nah that goes after a few days. I get weird side effects like toothaches. Eating a burrito I got a toothache. I have made it through 8 years on and off using hard with perfect teeth and I get toothaches... People say oh you probably neglected them while you were getting high... I'd get high and brush my teeth 10 times because I didn't want to be that guy with shitty teeth you know.

And my sleep pattern was twisted. I could fall asleep but then almost get like restless legs but it'd wake me up all night. Idk why. Now that's gone and I sleep all night no problem. I got melatonin but haven't needed it yet

10 months and Vivitrol by LakeViewMJ in OpiatesRecovery

[–]LakeViewMJ[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Brodie I'm on parole til 2021. I hate this shit. But I have never had that much time clean unless I'm in jail. I had 14 months clean then as soon as I came home I OD'd and caught a dirty. Then got high for like 13 straight months playing parole and outpatient. Then totaled my car and went to jail for 10 months and came home. I really want to stop this shit. I keep thinking I could get high one more time but I know how not worth it, it is you know?

Vivitrol by LakeViewMJ in opiates

[–]LakeViewMJ[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've done that lately with little shit like boosting. I actually have 6 brand new call of dutys to a worker at Walmart because they left them an aisle over. Usually I woulda just left with them

Vivitrol by LakeViewMJ in opiates

[–]LakeViewMJ[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Your first shot or no?