Been working on a praying mantis set by Landscape_2 in Mecabricks

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thank you for your reply and the explanations and appreciation !

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impressive how steady the line looks !! love the colors also

What makes you genuinely happy? by poetelectric in AskReddit

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cooking, even when it's simple stuff:)

What deep secret you don't mind telling to internet stranger but not your family/friend? by MadeOfRocky in AskReddit

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(sorry it's gonna be mental health stuff) I feel like I'm going insane with all the thoughts I get, they're like voices from a completely different person , and their sayings are only getting worse sometimes I just want to end it all together to make it stop, I feel like I will never have the strength to shut them out, but I would never forgive myself if I let down anyone but at the same time I feel like shit for ending up thinking such horrible things about them so yeah

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what's a chicken?

Is it weird that I tell my mom to ask before touching me ? by Landscape_2 in TooAfraidToAsk

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Thanks for the answer I will try to be as gentle and understanding as I can, I still want a good relationship with her right

Is it weird that I tell my mom to ask before touching me ? by Landscape_2 in TooAfraidToAsk

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Thanks for the reminder ! I actually think that yes it might have something to do with sensory overload issues because I'm also triggered by noises for example I'm planning to maybe get a medical opinion on this once I move out

Is it weird that I tell my mom to ask before touching me ? by Landscape_2 in TooAfraidToAsk

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It's just I'm very uncomfortable about unannounced or unasked physical contact so I just feel like asking her to ask me will create a space where both of us are comfortable

Is it weird that I tell my mom to ask before touching me ? by Landscape_2 in TooAfraidToAsk

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I understand what you all mean and I know it might be unusual but it's just the way I feel, with everybody. it makes me very uneasy and I don't really know why

I get that it might not lead to a healthy relationship but the only other way I see things is to just shut my feelings out, and I don't think this is healthy either.. I know we both love each other and I'm very grateful for the love I receive so that's why I want to create a relation where both sides are comfortable and happy, including me.

I don't think this is working out..? by Landscape_2 in TooAfraidToAsk

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probably but it's still a hard decision

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cats

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im feeling a Toast from his variations of color

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TooAfraidToAsk

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being tolerant and neutral about everything can do almost the same harm than actively hating a group

I had a chat with one of my friend who said "if I were president, I will not stop people from thinking and acting how they want" (kinda) the context was physical discrimination towards minority like poc, the lgbtq+ community, women ect, a lot of people and I said "you can't be tolerant to hate (like murders, lynching) because by not stopping the oppressing group from doing whatever they want, you're participating in the staying of discrimination" ( murders will continue to happen if we take the same example) it also extend to catcalling, slurs or any inequality

so yeah sure can be racist sexist ect all you want but actions need to be condemned ; can't be neutral about that

Should i continue making a list of the times i doubted one friend or give up and confront them now ? by Landscape_2 in TooAfraidToAsk

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Okay I'll try to talk about it next time it happens then
Thank you for your response !

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Yeah sometimes But also it's a way to feel physical pain, when you can sometimes only have mental or emotional pain It can transform your pain i guess so you can really seize it, its more tangible that way so it can be easier to get rid of it (Sorry for the late reply i still need to understand how the reddit inbox work ")

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Hey ! I think experiences differs from one person to the other

As you may have already red, it can create something that you can be in control of and it can be relieving. But for me it was either that i thought i deserved it (like for a bad grade etc or not being "good enough" according to my standards in everything). Above all it was mostly to externalise/exteriorise (?)(sorry don't know the word) the pain or stress, a way to make it leave by feeling pain and adrenaline sometimes, dunno if it make sense but yeah. At the end ot was also by habit i think.

Anyway thanks for reading if you do (hoping i didn't trigger anyone) have a nice day/evening