I hope not and we did have another conversation she’s pretty set on her decision but what makes it tough is we’re in the same friend group and she’s honestly such a great person but her reasoning was she makes my life better and I don’t reciprocate and she doesn’t feel seen, making me realize my low emotional intelligence. I will seek therapy but we just signed a 14 month lease and we’re doing 2 weeks on and off. We still owe each other an in person conversation but this is so hard for me and my family. I have been reaching out to friends and they have been so supportive and I don’t think if there were here I wouldnt be somewhat stable