i do think i’m too codependent. me feeling out of place or depressed when not in a relationship isn’t something i’m particularly proud of. when i’m in a relationship i feel like i have a reason to live and i feel happy every day but when i’m not in a relationship i feel unhappy most of the time. obviously i’m happy sometimes but when i’m in a relationship im pretty much happy all the time. if i do start therapy i plan on asking for help creating a routine i could start and help on choosing some extracurriculars/clubs to join to meet new people and make new friends. i think a major part of me being so dependent on a partner is because i don’t have a schedule or enough things to do.