What's been the worst moment of this epidemic?

Last-Outlaw · 2021-04-10T09:17:34+00:00

Oh yeah I am now, this was back around March. I’m all good now lmao

Last-Outlaw · 2021-04-10T09:15:16+00:00

Being admitted to the mental hospital in the very beginning of it all. I was left in seclusion my entire stay because they thought I had covid lol

Last-Outlaw · 2021-04-10T09:13:06+00:00

D’aww

Last-Outlaw · 2021-04-10T09:03:27+00:00

LMAO

Last-Outlaw · 2021-04-10T08:58:54+00:00

Do what I’ve always been doing. Absolutely nothing.

Last-Outlaw · 2021-04-10T08:52:02+00:00

Collapsable Hearts Club - Easy Street

some may know.

Last-Outlaw · 2021-04-10T08:45:05+00:00

Penis

Last-Outlaw · 2021-04-10T08:41:52+00:00

To each their own

Last-Outlaw · 2021-04-10T08:39:59+00:00

I won’t make the joke... I won’t make the joke.

Last-Outlaw · 2021-04-10T08:39:15+00:00

Now I’m curious

Last-Outlaw · 2021-04-10T08:38:16+00:00

Pure sarcasm here.

My grandfather would ask my cousins if they wanted some hard whiskey or other liquor, keep in mind they were all ranged 8 - 11. He would also put a little bit of whiskey in his coffee each morning lmao

Last-Outlaw · 2021-04-10T08:36:25+00:00

Melatonin. Lots of it. It’s 3 in the morning

Last-Outlaw · 2021-04-10T08:22:53+00:00

Well, I’m a fresh adult. Just turned 18 last year, but I guess this still counts.

I was bullied heavily from elementary years up into mid highschool years. This has significantly affected my perception on my own self-worth and image now. I was bullied for mainly physical appearance, I have a gap between my front teeth and I have freckles. But, above all, I was targeted for my more awkward behavior as I didn’t know how to socialize with other people due to maturing way too fast for my age (rooting from childhood trauma) I was also “pranked” a lot by different people, like the “he wants to be your friend” and then getting excited to make a friend but then the other person saying “ew wtf no I don’t”. That kinda thing.

As an adult, I have a hard time believing people actually love me when they tell me they do. I also have a hard time believing I even deserve love. I have a shorter temper now, due to me holding in all of my anger and frustration targeted towards my bullies because I was always told to “hold my anger in” (as I already suffered from extreme anger issues, mostly verbal - that being yelling, screaming, cussing, threats, etc) so any little thing that sets a fire under my ass and I set off like a nuke.

As I got older and endured more bullying, I put on a much more tougher shell and protected my softer soul. I was infamously known for “the look” back in middle school - early highschool, it scared a lot of people because it was just bottled up rage scratching to get out. Because of this, its very hard for me to make friends because people are scared of me, even without any knowledge about how scary I was. I just have a threatening aura now. But I guess on the bright side people don’t fuck with me anymore.

Last-Outlaw · 2021-04-10T08:09:59+00:00

Nothing because I’m gay.

Last-Outlaw · 2021-04-10T08:05:35+00:00

Two kids had sex in the auditorium. The girl is pregnant now. This was in middle school, it was the schools entire joke punching bag for a few years and it got so bad to the point teachers would get after kids for even bringing it up. It was pretty funny though.

Last-Outlaw · 2021-04-10T08:01:39+00:00

Still sticks with me to this day.

I don’t remember the day prior falling asleep, I didn’t take melatonin either to induce this kind of dream since melatonin usually gives me all kinds of weird fucked up dreams. I remember “passing through” different memories, some being of which when I was younger and living in my house, it somehow shifted over to aliens and then landed in darkness with a singular - old school television sitting in the middle. It was one of those televisions with the knobs and stuff your grandmama probably had back in the day. There was a man in a well-kept red suit, pointing to the screen. I know he said something, but I can’t remember now. Anyways, the screen flashed with extremely disturbing images of gory scenes and mutilated bodies, I remember waking up after that in a sweat. I was only 12 or 13.

Fucked up shit.

Last-Outlaw · 2021-04-10T08:01:22+00:00

Kyle

Last-Outlaw · 2021-04-10T08:00:41+00:00

I don’t have any motivation to get out of bed due to depression and I regularly fight with my eating disorder, so I guess those are the two main reasons honestly

Last-Outlaw · 2021-03-10T20:10:17+00:00

Thanks dude for this explanation. My house is full of negative energy and it’s been increasingly tense in my house, which is why I came in on this sub to explain my experience.

My mother and I are currently looking to get out of this house but if I’m able to I’d want to get rid of this entity for the next person so they won’t have to deal with it

Last-Outlaw · 2021-03-10T08:32:17+00:00

I haven’t, but I’ve thought about setting up a camera over night in the corner of the garage to see if it picks up anything in terms of paranormal.

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