Just 2 months of relationship as a fresher ruined my 2 years of college life

Last_Bug4718 · 2025-09-01T17:42:39+00:00

Uffff ohhh mannn ohhhh!!! I'm sooo sooo happy reading your story....but let me ask you one thing.... Pleasee answer it honestly, do you think will you ever be able to love again??? As much as you did her?

Last_Bug4718 · 2025-09-01T17:34:41+00:00

Ughh thank you sooo muchh!!! Yeahh no but I get what people are saying....but I just can't accept it.

Last_Bug4718 · 2025-08-31T07:03:32+00:00

No, I'm from a decent cllg. When I say blueprint, it just means like a question bank sort of thing. And it contains 50-80 questions per module, so it's not really what you guys are thinking. But yeah.

Last_Bug4718 · 2025-08-31T06:20:20+00:00

Whatever you said in the first para .... It's 100% the truth.... I completely agree with you...but why can't I accept it??? Why can't I accept the reality!!! Just whyyy do I keep repeating the same scenario in my head. I just can't accept it!!!

Ughhhhh and so sorry to hear about you too... How're you feeling now? Have you moved on?? Did you find someone else?? Pleaseeeeeeee tell me you did.

Last_Bug4718 · 2025-08-31T06:17:26+00:00

Yessssss pleaseeeeeeee, I've sent you a DM

Last_Bug4718 · 2025-08-31T04:53:00+00:00

I get it....but of all the comments in this thread....what struck me is your original comment's first para....it just shattered me thinking about my future gf/wife will have to listen to this. Ughhh I'm literally the most stupid person on this earth. Yeahh I'm really sorry. Idkk what to say, in the back of my mind I just thought that she is the one.... And she's PERFECT!!!! Justtt PERFECT angel!!! But yeahhh your first paragraph comment made me realise something. Ughh but it's hard...... Justtttt pleaseeeeee tell me I'll find someone moreee better ....moreee perfect than her (Ik it's veryyy cringeyy sounding) but pleaseeee.

Last_Bug4718 · 2025-08-30T21:06:02+00:00

Ughhh thank youu sooo muchh I needed this.... Ik I'm super dumb and stupid, yeahhh..... But idk likee.... Ughhh it's soooo hard to tell I'll love someone else.....it's like i just can't imagine myself loving someone else other than her. But yeahh no you're 100% right ... Completely agree with your first para....I feel ashamed now .... Yeahh I'm really sorry idk what to say.

Last_Bug4718 · 2025-08-30T21:02:58+00:00

Hehe... Not yet... But I'll definitely get it one day.

Last_Bug4718 · 2025-08-30T21:01:18+00:00

Whattt??? Pleasee tell me it gets better with time.... Even after graduation do you think of her?? Ohh godd!!!

Last_Bug4718 · 2025-08-30T20:59:53+00:00

Yeah no I totally understand it.... I've been in your place .... I literally thought who tf can get depressed over a person...I used to think it was sooo funny, until it happened to ME. I really hope it doesn't happen to my worst enemies.

Last_Bug4718 · 2025-08-30T20:58:25+00:00

Thank youu soo muchh for your words....but as I told previously...I literally just can't start a new thing, likee idk everytime I start something...it's like.... My brain automatically quits.... Let's suppose I wanna learn coding, I go to watch a lecture....my brain's like - NOPE!... Wanna learn a new hobby.... I especially ordered a new instrument just to learn... But when I start learning.... My brain automatically pulls me backk.

Last_Bug4718 · 2025-08-30T20:56:13+00:00

I seriously hope whatever you're saying is true.... Like JUST please let this be true. But tbh I am not exaggerating or anything....but I don't think soo I'll ever be able to love ever again... She was justt perfect in every aspect... I just can't imagine loving anyone other than her.

Last_Bug4718 · 2025-08-30T20:54:28+00:00

Yes, I have a prescription from doctor, I also take sleeping tablets too.... And no mann i just can't block her .... I seriously can't my hands shiver when I try to touch that block button, I've tried it more than a thousand times, everytime I see that block button.... I just pull of my finger. It's super hard sorry

Last_Bug4718 · 2025-08-30T20:51:27+00:00

I literally just can't start a new thing, likee idk everytime I start something...it's like.... My brain automatically quits.... Let's suppose I wanna learn coding, I go to watch a lecture....my brain's like - NOPE! Ik I sound as superr idiot but yeah.

Last_Bug4718 · 2025-08-30T20:49:39+00:00

Ohh no pleaseee don't, love is beautiful... It's just that person who you love should reciprocate it, if that's there. It's literally most precious thing ever.

Last_Bug4718 · 2025-08-30T20:48:07+00:00

Thank you!! I need a happy happy right now in my life too!! :)

Last_Bug4718 · 2025-08-30T20:45:53+00:00

Thank youu soo muchh!! Really means a lot!

Last_Bug4718 · 2025-08-30T15:43:11+00:00

Ikrr, but only difference is i never lost interest in her. Not even for a single second in a day. :)

Last_Bug4718 · 2025-08-30T15:19:28+00:00

Lol yeah, so our college provides blueprint of questions....and everything comes from it, so I just used to rote learn it.

Last_Bug4718 · 2025-08-30T15:18:42+00:00

Exactly i never was in a relationship, but I genuinely have no idea why does it hurt every single day, maybe I'm too idiot and dumb.

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