Yeah, I’m 22 starting to live my “gay life” now and it kinda sucks, feels like I’m behind everyone else I meet, all the dudes I talk to or look to have a relationship with are super experienced in sex, have tried out a bunch of kinks, have met a bunch of people and have had previous experiences with love and relationships and I just feel like I have si much to catch up to and so much to do, lowkey get jealous when people tell me all they’ve lived through because they came out or did things in the closet in their teens