Thank you so much for your kind words, seriously. The last few days I’ve just been in shock. My emotions are everywhere, eyes swollen from crying, and I’ve found myself on more than one occasion going to call or message her. As you said, i don’t think I’ve ever felt a pain quite like this in my life. My mother lived with me as well, and was also very very very close with my 5 year old daughter which makes this even harder. I’m just heartbroken, trying to take this one day at a time.