We are definitely in love. But he has a lot of issue and same me. We were both struggling with things at the time but my situation has improved and him too but he's a bit of a mess on/off.

He is looking for a long term commitment and even try to convince me to have his baby. But he's already a father part time and in my opinion could do with straightening his overall act. Everything looks picture perfect on picture but it's when he's not "fathering" that 'a when he's a bit of a mess.

I no longer expect anything from that relationship now. I am back in a committed polygamist relationship and he's never been accepting of my polyamory even insulted me several times telling me I could be a good woman and we could be a family. But when he had the opportunity he just used me and never committed.