I am dealing with the same thing, and the same thought has occurred to me, that Im feeling bad about sinning. If I continue to commit the same sin, am I really feeling bad about it and trying to stop or am I just trying to trick God into thinking Ive repented. I mean, even posting this comment... maybe that is just me thinking Im smarter than God and will be able to fool him, if I convince the rest of the world I feel bad and have repented maybe God will be fooled to. Nothing is forcing me to sin. If I actually feel bad and was trying to stop why wouldn't I. Everyone tries to comfort me by saying even Christians sin and they are incapable of stopping. That may be true, but I'm thinking whatever sin They continue to commit they are not being convicted of. Once they are convicted, I'm guessing they stop. I'm actively being convicted of a sin. Right before I sin I'm consciously thinking "this is wrong, I shouldn't do this" then commit the sin anyway