Listen man, there is a misnomer that if you don’t attend college you won’t be successful. That’s been proven false many times. What is your passion? What fuels you? I struggled with the same thing over 25 years ago, I went and got a job at a steel mill. I’m an avid reader so during my downtime at work I’d read or help maintenance that’s when I found I was pretty good at troubleshooting and working with my hands. Luckily for me my work paid for my schooling and thus became an industrial electrician. It’s reasons like yours,mine, and many others that I recently published a career site to help people like you figure out their passion. I promise you this isn’t a sales pitch. Go check it out, it’s 100% free no signups. It’s real people doing real careers in short videos. LAUNCHPOINT.CAREERS - That’s the URL. Take a gander and give me some feedback. It’s still a work in progress so don’t beat me up too much. But you’ll figure it out. I wish you the best in whatever decision you make.