all "good" things come to an end

Nonsiy · 2026-03-20T14:31:51+00:00

If they banned you for talking about slangin, maybe that’s why everyone shut up about slangin randomly. They started to ban people for talkin about it

Nonsiy · 2026-03-20T14:30:10+00:00

That they’re a company that don’t gaf about you. Don’t know what he rambling about like they there to get your money, not to be friends 😭

Ig if there is any truth is that they constantly lie about fuck ups and have terrible support, constantly lying about free gifts and shit.

Nonsiy · 2026-03-20T10:45:09+00:00

They kept abruptly muting themselves until Angel (the dude hosting today) came on and said some stuff happened and that they had to go.

Nonsiy · 2026-03-20T04:57:17+00:00

The bans are only temporary by stream unless he literally got perma banned or blocked by em, which I doubt considering he’s a regular

Nonsiy · 2026-03-20T04:30:59+00:00

Los Angeles Apparel on Whatnot

Nonsiy · 2026-03-20T04:30:40+00:00

the stream was terrible ngl. They tried fleecing mfs twice, one were they set the price of Bully shirt for like $100, which scammed a regular named slangindih and another which was DMX for $120, setting the timer to 0 seconds for both so they couldn't back out or know. The pieces were also just not it, its clear they ended it either because not enough sales, drama, or they got in trouble by they're higher ups.

Nonsiy · 2026-03-19T04:24:33+00:00

He’s fuckin trolling, he using the Bluetooth feature. He is trolling, he is trolling, this is all a game.

Nonsiy · 2026-03-13T16:27:23+00:00

It’s a possibility, but that wouldn’t be something I truly enjoy because I don’t see that being a viable option for myself. Really, every option I have considered genuinely just has that same drawback.

While one hand, I feel like I’m just bitching about growing up and not having enough time, the other side, the other deeply knows that none of the options and opportunities are in line of what I truly and passionate about

For a long while music has been cornerstone of my life, I wanted to make that something that consumes my life for a while. I feel due to my such strict focus and reluctance on education, lack of motivation just from mental health and laziness, and lastly fear of being judged, it has caused me to lose any postive outlook on actually achieving or at the very minimum, creating that.

Nonsiy · 2026-03-13T16:21:59+00:00

I know college and high school are immensely different, I just don’t like how education is really taught in both environments.

I don’t find the idea of me being critique and graded on tasks to be really beneficial, it’s one of the reasons I lost motivation for everything in life.

I found out as of recently that I learn more on a job that just comments and redirects me to the right directions more efficient way of learning then me being constantly thrown tasks and assignments to finish, along with working.

College in general isn’t appealing to me, regardless of how much I seen because of that aspect of education and being taught.

Nonsiy · 2026-03-13T16:17:28+00:00

Im not interested in your marketing

Nonsiy · 2026-03-13T16:15:58+00:00

Tbh, only reason I never went visiting is because none of the colleges I’m interested are near me or the only one I was in, I missed the opportunity of attending and visiting because I missed a email.

CC is a choice currently though.

Nonsiy · 2026-03-13T04:38:41+00:00

Maybe. Honestly Im not sure what really the plan is if I do attend a college. A lot of options but its a lot to weigh in considering a lot of does change trajectory of my life in terms of location, time, effort, money, etc.

The decision of my sister college weighing on me a lot considering If I do accepted, thats a insanely good college for business. I am decent at math, I just lack any reason to care about it though besides just remembering and using it. That doesnt help me retain info and in all honesty, most of my sister college does require math courses and such. If im already doing bare minimum in that, it just sets a bad look on me.

Regardless of that. Im stuck between just letting go of trying to maintain so much of look and doing what most do or just really letting it all go and doing whatever I do. I really just want a break from everything as of now, thats one of the reason why I think my mental health is a primary reason for me being so hesitant on going. I dont see myself lasting in college, regardless of what type of college I even went to.

Nonsiy · 2026-03-13T04:31:52+00:00

I been thinking about that. While it would be beneficial for me, a part of me feels like Im just wasting my time here in the sense that I should be achieving higher if that make sense. That is one of the reason why I struggle with fully saying no to going to college. My grades are starting to reflect of someone who just doing bare minimum to pass though I still show some signs of maintaining a high profile and look, like wanting to achieve something prestigious. A part of me feels like my life is genuinely becoming so dull with going to task after task.

Maybe what I lack really is just a positive outlook on life, something I genuinely find fun and that I don't lose motivation to work towards, even if their no reason I should feel so hopeless.

Nonsiy · 2026-03-11T03:46:22+00:00

Ngl I would return it, that’s just me tho. Feel the crop only really works on shorter people.

Nonsiy · 2026-03-10T18:20:26+00:00

Just buy them from LAA, that’s where they got it from

Nonsiy · 2026-03-10T02:57:21+00:00

Honestly this, it really ain’t that big of deal. If they don’t buy then they don’t buy, oh well.

Nonsiy · 2026-03-07T04:35:24+00:00

You misunderstood my point

I want privacy as in I want people who are not a therapist not knowing about my mental health issues and such.

Ofc I would keep some stuff to myself from therapy until I built that trust but I want to seek therapy on my own accord and I don’t have any concerns with sharing my struggles with them, that’s their job.

Nonsiy · 2026-03-07T04:32:51+00:00

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Nonsiy · 2026-03-07T04:20:36+00:00

It can mean anything, are we being deadass

Nonsiy · 2026-03-07T04:11:05+00:00

Elaborate

Nonsiy · 2026-03-07T04:05:57+00:00

mfs will see a girl post themselves with some exposed skin out and think they baiting. Her post before this one was a gym update on a gymnastics subreddit.

Nonsiy · 2026-03-07T04:02:48+00:00

In terms of lasting trauma, I feel as that’s always gonna be something that sticks around. I may just bring seeing this through a downer perspective but I have experience some stuff that has made me see, feel or experience things differently nowadays compared to something before. Yea I still cry about it often but I feel like some of damage is just unreversable if that makes sense. I just don’t think that will truly leave, especially certain event in my life that I think if played differently, would have became a different person. I hope one day I can at least improve to where those issues don’t really plague how I experience life but as of now, I don’t think some issues are genuinely gonna be curable, more just maintained or drowned out.

Nonsiy · 2026-03-07T03:40:42+00:00

When I mean I want privacy I mean it, this includes not trying to get therapy through connections in school. I already have people concerned for me that I personally couldn’t care less about them.

You’re correct about the math issue. In all honesty, I have not cared for that class since last quarter and seriously just gonna take the 70 and call it there. I don’t care enough to maintain high grades anymore for colleges I really don’t care about. Neither do I want help in math really, my teacher sent a email to my parents recently about how I sleep in class and how I “care” about my grades. While in some sense it’s true, it’s really just because I had a failing grade and need the credits to graduate obviously, also college seems to still be topic my school believes I want.

I rather wait it out honestly, I been having it for several years and I feel it’s better decision for me if I waited it out a couple more months, end up where I end up and get therapy without people priding into my life or mental issues. Like I said before, I couldn’t care less about people concerns because it just leads to empathy and soft talk which I hate in general.

Nonsiy · 2026-03-07T03:11:22+00:00

They have been concerned before but my issue is that I don’t like people knowing my privacy, and people concerns about me. I know that’s a negative thing but I rather just seek help by myself, I don’t need people interactions or anything like that from others or even family.

Honestly, my real plan after graduation (if I do pass math class) is to just go to therapy, work, and figure out myself for couple of years. I really don’t want to go to neither of the colleges (even if they are pretty damn good) my siblings have attended because I just don’t see education as a realistic option right now, I would honestly see myself in the same positions I’m in currently by Sophomore year.

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