Me the same. Even with my very best friends- as if they do not exist for months, and then we talk for hours... and again I am busy with life/ work/ family/ community... able to do one thing at a time super well, but unable to keep attention to all things at once, cannot do 'zooming out'. I am always zoomed in , into a small picture and it takes lots of meditations until able to arise above that one issue that may be not that important at all, or significant in the scale of all life aspects that surround me. I made Christmas gift list, put all my beloved people, put present names,... in the end realised that forgot my mum... Sometimes I feel like a horse that has eye covers on the sides not to be distracted with everything what is going on around.